27.01.2009

today is the 2nd day of Chinese new year.. and its my 3rd day
here stuck in my hometown.. but im consider lucky tho.. most
of my friends got no chance to online or even using their phone..
due to bad receptions..!! :(


started gamble since im awake.. not even changed, brushes teeth
and ate my lunch.. i bet 50 cents per game.. so i won around
1 buck..


after my lunch.. we played mahjong.. won 1 buck.. 50 cents per
game.. and finally.. my cousins came and visited us.. we continued
blackjack and this time i played 1 buck per round..


at first.. i won 20 bucks.. but half an hour later.. i started to lose..
and now.. my cousins went back already.. i lost all 20 bucks..
plus i have to come out more 2 bucks.. ish ish!!


my 22 bucks flied away just in an hour time.. but its ok.. we
only gamble once a year.. chinese new year..!! we win and we lose..
for those who wins alot this year congratzz.. u guys rock! but for
those who are losing money.. just like me.. its ok.. keep it up..!!


one tip.. try wearing red underwear..!!!! xp who knows it really
work.. well.. people says.. wearing red underwear is very 'ong'
especially when you're gambling.. but if you really do untung money
by following my instruction.. come find me.. and spend me man!!!


still missing and thinking of you.. my dear!!!

picture of the day~

my cute lil cousin! ( jun yang )

my phonneeee !!!!!

yo !!

my sister ( jiahui )

sister's 'cyber shoot' when im resting!

looking for my beloved~

wee~

1st day of chinese new year~

GONG XI FA CAI !! " ANGPAO NA LAI !! "


today is the first day of Chinese new year.. but yet 2nd day that
im stuck in my hometown.. got angpao when i woke up..
wish all of my family members 'gong xi fa cai'..


i wish my friends earlier than my family.. i messaged every close
friend of mine at 12am sharp.. although im at Seremban.. but my
heart is still at Subang.. i miss everyone there..


but one more thing that i got to admit is..
i miss my baby Aaron.. wish that he was here with me.. no matter
what.. im gonna bring him back to my hometown next year man..
intro him as my official long-last boy friend to my family..


baby.. i miss you soooooo damn much.. the only thing i can do now is..
think of you.. look at our pictures, our bracelet and the couple handphone
keychain.. everytime i close my eyes or when im bored.. i think of you
and your beautiful smile.. your smile is the only things that cheers me up..


i miss you guys..!!!!


oh ya.. just now i went visit my aunt and cousins.. they just moved in to
their new house last month.. so we went and check out their new house..
and 'bai nian'.. after that my parents went temple.. me and jiahui
stayed in the car and waited for them..


went home after that.. sleepy..!!!!


xo's

what will happen whenever i feel bored??!!

me and my cute lil sis~

jiayi * jiawen

poserZz~

thinking of you

promoting new specs~

well this is what i do when im bored..!!!

Seremban!

hey people.. i'm at my hometown now.. Seremban.. surprisingly..
today's traffic was awesome.. due to everyone balik kampung
early this year.. before we leave Subang area.. we went to my
grandmother's house to say goodbye..


we leave there around 3pm+ .. arrive here around 5pm..
i have some bad news.. firstly.. im using 3G maxis broadband
all the time.. and the signal here is bad.. really bad.. and..
some of my cousin not coming back to celebrate with us this year..
or should i say most of them..?! they celebrate at Johor this year.. :(


but the rest is coming back tomorrow.. i miss my baby already..
ish ish.. 4 more days to go.. count down with me people.. just
finish eating our family dinner.. early huhh???


stay tuned.. mum calling..!!!

thank you

im going back home town in 9 more hours.. to celebrate chinese new
year with my family.. at Seremban.. wont be here for 5 days.. oh my god..
im so gonna miss you guys.. my baby especially..


gonna go back and get lots of ang pau.. i miss my family tho..
my cousins too.. dont plan to go back actually.. but i got no choice..
its a activity that happens once a year.. wanna spend some time
with my family..


im so damn happy.. i just got home from Carlos.. went yum cha with..
my baby, eunice, hakim, hafiz and acis.. gonna miss them wei..
we've planned going MOS this Thursday.. woohoo~ hope that our
plan works larr.. or else i'll feel bad for them.. promised them already..


when i reached home.. i saw a new specs on my desk.. i opened it
immediately.. gosh.. is my specs.. im so surprised.. my dad said he wont
make a new specs for me.. but then i got it now.. i feel so sorry..
although i made him disappointed everytime.. but he still care for me..


well.. my mum bought me some shirts for my chinese new year present..
tee's and pyjamas.. love them lots man.. i'm sorry for making them angry
and worried bout me everytime.. <3


im gonna be so lifeless after tomorrow.. stone at my hometown..
no where to hang out.. no friends.. but family.. will be back at Thursday..
morning i guess.. dont miss me too much ya.. :)


love you guys lots..!!!!


chao!!

freaking stress~

chinese new year is coming..





and im still stuck with a mountains of homeworks..





holiday suck !!!

im officially broke~

went shopping with eunice yesterday.. again..! at pyramid.. duhh!
i went there with 50++.. came back with ZERO! ish ish..
i uses money as if im using water.. freaking broke..


i over slept again.. suppose to meet up my baby around 4pm..
but i slept till 5.30pm.. im so dead.. but luckily my baby dont mind..
freaking tired nowadays.. always sleeps in class.. due to sleeping late
every night.. :)


went lunch with my baby around 6pm at KFC.. after that went shop
for my best friends birthday present.. after sending him back to
work.. me and eunice continued our day.. shopping!


she bought me a red t-shirt for my Chinese new year present.. im gonna
buy 1 for her this Friday.. we're exchanging present.. other than that..
i bought something for my baby too..


let me tell you guys how much i total spend.. 3 bucks for Mcd's coke..
5 bucks for my friend's birthday present.. both 2 things for my baby..
1 bracelet with his name and 1 handphone keychain.. which is total.. 25
bucks.. plus my own bracelet.. so total is 57 bucks.. plus my 10 bucks
lunch.. KFC..


kena cheated by the bracelet shop man.. arrgghh!! dont mention it..
we paid 5 bucks more compare to the original prise.. i bought 1 for my
baby.. and 1 for my self.. my name and his name of course.. a pair!!
i spend total.. 30 bucks total for that 2 stupid cheap things..


but.. its worth it.. i'd do anything for my baby.. although the prise is
really a riped off.. oh well.. tell you guys a secret.. * i pao-ed 1 handphone
keychain from the bracelet shop*.. SHHhhhhh.......... :)


they dont even let us refund or exchange any item there.. is totally their
fault man.. 1 girl told us a cheaper rate.. and the counter girl charged us
different prise.. what the hell man.. anyways.. the handphone keychain..
me and Eun decided per person per week.. take turns... wakaka.. :)


at first i was freaking pissed off.. i went back and scolded that lady..
but after that im kinda happy because they've lost something too..
not only us.. what goes around comes around.. shit them....!!!!
bloody liars..... money cheater....!!!!

im so in love <3

firstly.. I'm so so so in love with this song..
Bella's lullaby / river flows in you.. played by Yiruma..
one of the Twilight theme song.. freaking nice and romantic..


guys go check it out.. you can get it in YouTube.. i bet that you guys
will listen to it over and over again.. I'm freaking gonna learn this song..
wish to play more romantic than the original version.. aiks..


sorry to say that.. i'm in love with this song more than my baby..
haha.. =p sorry baby.. but i'll learn this song and play it for you..
no matter what.. i promise..


anyways.. we've started our practice.. the song is done.. by my
baby.. thank you.. you rock!! now we're making up all the dance move..
but there's some disagreement between the 4 of us today.. well..
im sorry if i did anything wrong..


i know that my attitude suck.. sorry guys.. its normal if friends fight..
but no matter what we're still a team.. nothing can replace you guys..
you guys are my best dancers..


xo's

jiayi <3 joey

Mcd fever~

innocence..??!!

hee :)

=p

im freaking happy!!

although i have lost one friend.. and added one enemy..
but its worth it.. i have alot of enemies last year in school..
mostly all from my class.. my ex class mates..


but today.. when I'm walking home.. i only talked to Faris and
Farhan.. but me and Hari kept quite the whole time.. we both live
in usj11.. Faris and Farhan stays at usj 6.. all of them are my classmate..
this year and last year as well..


on the way home.. Farhan asked me try talk 2 Hari when i'm walking home with
him.. then i was like 'ok.. i'll try..' so when both of them almost at their
house.. me and Hari walked home together.. i walked in front of him..
im still shy and dont know what to tell him..


so i just ignore and walk my self.. when we almost reach home.. near mpsj..
suddenly Hari called my name.. im shocked.. so i turned and look at him..
so he was like ' Sorry for what happened last year.. what past is past..
but if you're still angry at me.. i understand.. every friends fight.. but i dont
wanna act childish anymore.. just wanna say sorry..'


oh my god.. im so freaking happy when i hear that sentences.. im smiling
all the way home.. after he apologize to me.. after for not talking to him
like half a year.. its worth it man.. woohoo ~


just now during recess time.. i started talking to xing zhu too.. one of my class
mate.. and i apologize to him when i got home.. he accept my apologies..
so do Aziem?! he accept my apologies too.. they're not angry at me.. they're
just ignoring me.. like i said we're just acting childish.. but now.. WE'RE NOT!!


although i've added an enemy.. which is that fucking asshole.. but i gain back
all of my friends.. i love the world man.. as i said fuck off asshole.. look
who's the one who got no friends now? what goes around comes around bitch!!

weekend pictures

peace

= )

pink dress =)

my new dress

aaron bii

love you

08. 01. 2009

jiayi * aaron

muackz

= /

fucking asshole~

late to school this morning.. normally late comer have to sit near the
school gate.. girl and guy different line.. at first i saw Jason..
after that harith, xing zhu and the asshole..


i was freaking sleeping.. so i took a short nap during the assembly..
suddenly i heard my name coming out from the asshole's mouth..
i act like nothing happen and i continued my nap.. half an hour later..
the assembly ended..


so i went and find jason.. i asked him what happen.. the asshole says
that i got no friends, I'm a slut, everyone hates me, and I'm not a nice person..
I'm freaking pissed off.. although his attitude is memang like that..
but i did nothing to him.. i did not insult him.. but he talked bad about me..


he told almost everyone in jason's gang.. all of them ask me to don't give
a fuck about him.. because he always talk bad about people..
and its so god damn normal for him already..


my friend told me that he knows that i know everything already..
and i hates him.. so he lagi wanna cari pasal with me.. during recess..
after finish eating.. i went for a walk with harith anf ting sheng..
harith knows everything.. so he sengaja say that 'hey, look i couple with jiayi..'


and then the asshole was like..' WTH harith you made me disappointed on you..
there's so many fishes in the sea and you picked this one.. there's a better one
outside'.. and bla bla bla~ he sengaja talked freaking loud to let me hear his
conversation.. and his hatred towards me..


im freaking pissed off.. i wanted to turn around and scold the asshole..
but then my friend stopped me.. fuck him wei.. fucker.. get a life man..
not like he have alot of friends? not like everyone likes him? not like
he thinks that he's big so that he can bully people..?


well.. this is an asshole's life.. cant blame on him.. why do he have to
study next to my class.. i dont wanna hear his annoying voice..
and his shit look.. yucks!!!!


so..


fuck off asshole..!!!

forgot something..?!

jackass wayne

loving shau

me * shau

15.01.2009

well.. today is me and my baby's special day.. hmm..
not really special actually.. guess im really lifeless.. its our
1....1....1..... week anniversary.. =p


normally couples celebrate for their years or months..
but me?? what ever.. although is just a short term being with him..
i love him more and more everyday.. miss him sooooo much..
cant live without seeing him..


1 day for not seeing him already makes me wanna cry.. suffering..
finally today i can see him.. went to pyramid and went lunch with him..
he's working today.. so he only can spend his lunch break with me..
and its only 1 hour.. i'm happy tho.. thanks bii.. =)


hope that we can last long.. i'm tired of changing boy friend over and
over again.. im just gonna stick to one.. which is my aaron bii..
love him loads..


anyways.. im freaking busy this few days.. busy planning my performance..
songs, dance routine, editing and dance moves.. i carried my lap top
where ever i go.. but.. i wanna say thank you for aaron, eunice, wayne and
shaujin for helping me this few days.. thanks guys..


thats all for now..


bye =)

stuck in Mcd

hey everyone.. I'm stuck in Mcd.. help me!! freaking doing my homeworks..

freaking teacher who gives me freaking alot of homeworks..

freaking stress me out.. freaking add maths and maths homework..

ish ish ...

=(

doing homework here with my baby.. =) jackass Eunice..

we've been stuck here since 5pm.. 3 hours sial..

didn't go to school today.. my eyes are freaking red and bengkak..

more homeworks.. arrgghh!!!! miss alot of lesson.. shit!

fuck the world man..

cant wear specs cause spoil already.. patah into 2.. ish ish..

cant wear contact lens either due to my stupid eyes..

stress stress stress..!!

pictures perhaps?!

my own-made cute little cigg box

boring..??!!

=p

i'm speechless...

its already 12 of January and my salary is not out yet..
oh my god.. i need cash desperately..no matter what i must get
it by this Friday.. i wanna get my dress!!!


another boring and lonely day.. my room is empty and dark now..
its gonna rain i guess.. the sky are turning from light blue to black..
its sleeping time soon.. but before that.. I'm gonna cook something for
my self first.. I'm freaking hungry...


going to Mcd later.. study.. do some revision and our homework..
going with jackass Wayne and Eunice.. as usual.. we're moving around
6.45pm.. still have time for me to take a short nap..


i slept in school today during the last two period of Physics lessons..
the teacher suck.. she dint even know how to explain.. keep on repeating
the same sentences only.. my ears are too tired to hear her voice.. and
so I'm forced to sleep.. =p


B.O.R.I.N.G ~ i got nothing to do except for going online.. friendster,
myspace, facebook.. and THIS.. blogging.. i feel damn freaking lifeless..
I'm speechless.. there's nothing much i can do and say..


freaking bad mood because of the salary also.. yesterday i chat with
Ming Hui.. he told me alot of stuff.. i'm confused.. i dont understand..
what he want? and what is he trying to do.. i already have one.. i
cant look back anymore.. all i can do is move on..


i feel happy when I'm together with Aaron.. at least he dint hurt my
feelings.. i don't wanna turn back anymore.. i might get hurt again.. who
knows? i don't wanna risk it anymore.. i have feelings too.. dont you get it?


suddenly.. i miss my bii so much.. wish that he's beside me now..
I'm sorry to both of you.. Aaron and Ming Hui if i ever make a mistake
and hurt you guys.. i didn't mean to.. I'm happy now.. and I've choose
Aaron.. he'll always be my one and only..


thanks for understanding..

life suck!!

fuck the world ..


upside down ..


inside out ..


round and round ..


like a merry go round ..

love life <3

l . o . v . e



dear readers.. im back.. again!! im kinda busy this few days.. busy with homeworks and studies.. teacher gave us quite a number or homework books everyday.. add maths, maths, ICT, BI, chemistry and lots more.. school just started few days ago.. and now im busy and stressed up..


but.. i wanna thank my bii.. for accompanying me this few days.. he scarified times for me.. although he's not free sometimes.. he drives to my place everytime when he wanna meet me.. if he got no car.. he gotta wait for his sister to come back home.. he's willing to do anything for me..


i told him that i wanna work this relationship slower.. 'take it slow, follow the flow'.. i know him since i started working at Hiro which is the mid November.. he's working there too.. we was just friends at the very begining.. 1 week before Christmas he went Kota Kinabalu..


he talked to me while he's waiting for the aeroplane at the air port.. he on his lap top and chat with me.. he said that he miss me.. and he started to have feelings towards me.. but that time im still together with Ming Hui.. so i just treat him as my friend.. normal.. 'boy friend'..


after i said goodbye to him.. i never chat with him anymore.. until after Christmas.. he finally online.. but that time he's still at KK.. he'll be back soon tho.. which is on the 28th December.. when we're chatting he asked for my phone number.. and i gave it to him.. he messaged me at night.. i remember that time i was with yong seng and james at U4 Yum Cha..


after knowing him for 2 months.. he finally asked my for couple on the 7th December, Wednesday.. which is few days ago.. he wanted to ask me earlier.. but he respect my decision.. i wanted to take it slow.. but i feel that its not really fair to him.. plus.. im totally in love with him.. so i gave him my answer yesterday.. " I DO!" =08.01.09= ~wonderful memories~


im taken.. and he's mine.. no one can ever take him away from me.. never..


i love you Aaron~

pictures!!

school life??!!

jiayi * joey

wee~

hee ;)

=)

jiayi * aaron

study study study!

form 5 life

went school today.. and.. finally went into my class.. miss my classmates..

5F .. oh my god.. I'm old.. I'm form 5 this year.. pn. ung came my class today

and check whether i dyed back my hair.. my hair is BLACK now..

very very dark BLACK colour..

i picked to sit in front.. right in front of the black board.. i really gonna change

my attitude and study hard for this year.. final year.. final exam.. SPM!
I'm gonna concentrate in my studies.. do all my homeworks.. get good results..

teacher gave us quite a number of homework today.. managed to finish it

before school ends.. gave back all my form 4 text books.. and bought some

exercise book.. i even got my form 5 text books already.. so.. I'm ready to start!

after school.. went pyramid.. all of us wore school uniform to pyramid..

but Eunice and Aaron were not included.. to meet up all the jackasses.. no one

FFK each other today.. all 6 of us was there.. happy to see them again..

we are all freaking tired.. so we went home around 7pm..

I'm really tired now but im still blogging.. didn't sleep for the whole night..

epic sial.. well.. took some picture of course.. let me upload it first..

stay tuned!

back!!!

picture of the day~

=)

cute??!!

random!

kumar turtle~

peace kumar peace..

schooling life sucks

first day of school

guess what i did in school today? i went school before 7.30am.. as usual..

after that.. assembly.. at first there was nothing happen at all..

suddenly there's a prefect came and check my nails.. i didn't listen to

her although she ask me to cut off my long nail..

10 minutes later.. *boom* .. suddenly more than 3 prefects standing

beside me.. they asked me to stand in one corner which every student

who break the school rules stands.. i ignored them the whole time..

so the head prefect said.. is either you go stand there now.. or I'll

call the teacher to come your class and find you..

guess what i answered??!! ok.. ask any teacher to come my class

anytime they want.. so they got pissed of me.. they pulled me there..

i got no choice but to follow them.. but once i reached there.. i realize

that I'm not the only one with dye hair.. more than 10 people does..

so we sat there and wait for the assembly to end.. after that.. my

discipline teacher pn. ung came and talked to all of us.. guys with long hair

kena cut by her.. wow.. interesting huhh?! after she done her *hair styling*

she asked all of us to wait her at bilik H.E.M..

she call our parents one by one and ask our parents to send us home..

damn man..!! the first day of school and I'm doomed.. what a day..!!

waited around an hour.. she called my mum.. caught my finger nails..

2 pairs of earrings.. and of course my coloured hair..

my mum came around 11.30am.. i stunned at the bilik H.E.M almost like

4 hours man.. oh my god.. I'm freaking pissed.. in stead of stoning in the room..

why don't she send us back to our classroom? don't she want us to have brighter

future? at least we can study there.. * as if I'd study, wanna meet my friend actually*

well.. she asked me to dye my hair black.. damn it.. I'm force to.. my hair colour is

not even obvious.. arrggh...!! fine.. whatever.. i don't know.. don't care.. never

been into my class the whole day.. don't even know where am i sitting.. and

the time table too.. shit wei!!!!

came home early today.. chamwhored.. what else???!!!

BRB a.k.a *be right back*

bye =)

sometimes i wish i could save you, and there's so many thins that i want you to know..

song that stuck in my head and my jackasses~

dear readers.. sorry for not blogging this few days.. and left my blog empty..

was out from home with some jackasses.. having fun before school starts..

few more hours and school is starting.. but I'm still in a holiday mood..

well.. i believe everyone does.. not only me.. I'm form 5 this year.. 17..

eldest in my school.. somehow i feel old.. but getting license soon.. =)

to my dear jackasses.. Aaron ( the master ) , Adrian , Wayne , Eunice and Vivien..

thanks for hanging out with me this few days.. you guys really make my

days happening.. although I'm abit bad mood some times but whenever you guys

are there.. i feel happy.. much appreciated.. and thanks for trusting my driving

skills.. thank you Aaron for letting me drive your car this few days.. love you guys..

we went to alot of wonderful places.. and the most funniest part is everyone

sneaks out from they house when their parents are asleep.. the ones who didn't

sneak out have to go back home early.. but our EARLIEST will be 2 or 3 in the

morning.. me and Aaron are always free.. we got no curfield at all.. woohoo~

went Barcelona on new year eve.. countdown there for 2009.. a new coming

year.. there's total 21 of us.. *plus our friends* all total up.. so we opened a bottle

of DEWAS.. 390 bucks.. so we divided into 21.. so its 20 bucks per person..

1 bottle can only bring max 4 person in.. so.. me, Eunice, Vivien and Annuari enter

the club first.. then only we slowly bring them in.. imagine guys.. 4 person

took 21 person enter.. and we made it before the final countdown.. =)

but all i can say is new year was the most jackass day.. after club all gone 'ku ku'..

*jump up makes me crazy* so the guys started to jackass and act cool in front of

the girls.. and on that day.. we end up 3 couples during clubbing.. me and Aaron..

Eunice and Adrian.. *wow* Vivien and Wayne.. so this few days.. we went out

together.. 3 couples sial.. epic dating and couples..

well.. if i hang out more with the jackasses.. I'll go crazy.. =p but it was really

fun tho.. we love hearing songs.. mostly clubbing and emo songs.. so far the song

i like the most is Save You by Simple Plan.. love that song man.. its really touching..

and meaningful.. i listen to that song more than 10 times a day.. will

never get bored of it.. <3>

too bad i cant hang out with my jackasses before school starts.. which is the last

day of school holidays.. not gonna see them often after school starts.. busy with

studying.. form 5.. final year.. SPM.. gile stress.. oops.. *looking at the time now*

its 1.45am in the morning.. and class starting tomorrow.. I'd better go get some

rest.. see ya.. missing my jackasses already..