i ♥ u

jiayi . tony

baby i love you so much, our love will never ever fade away.
cant really sleep now baby. missing you like crazy! you're
my one and only, sweetheart. and i know that we will last!


yes baby! we will last! because i HEART u!!! forever and ever!

counting down for christmas!

1 more week till Christmas! mum bought me a cute Christmas
cookie! need to do some shopping for Christmas, new year
and Chinese new year.


just drop by to wish you guys happy EARLY merry Christmas!


Cheers ! :)

i miss you so much TAN HAN YIN !!!

han yin . shaun

since the day you've gone. [6.12.2009] i cant stop thinking about you.
i'm missing you like crazy. somehow i still cant accept the fact that
you're already gone. i still feel you here with me everyday. every
moment when i needed you, you'll still be there for me!


there's a lot of things that we planned to do. well. i don't think i'll
ever gonna hang out with you, seeing you or sitting your little black
Ferrari saga anymore! but what ever you planned with me, i'm
gonna finish it for you. for example, going MOS this Thursday
and celebrating your birthday party in a club!


i'll keep all my promises. i'll study hard. i still remember the day
before SPM, our conversation in msn. you told me to study hard
and score at least 4A's and above. i told you that i'm scare
and i dont think i can do it. but you gave me strength and courage
to sit for my exam. you said you'll get anything for me if i score
4A's and above!


after knowing the news on Sunday. i didn't really study for my last
paper. which is on the Tuesday, chemistry! i'm sorry but i really
dont have the mood to sit for my paper. before entering the hall,
i was crying, thanks to xing zhu for cheering me up!


ever since you've gone, i'll think of you every single day. and when
i think about you, i will cry no matter what! i know that you wouldn't
want anyone of your friend to cry for you! so im trying very hard
to stay strong now!


but. . . who should i call whenever i need a ride to somewhere? who
am i going to hang out with whenever i'm bored? who am i suppose to
go red box with? how am i going to insult you whenever i feel bored?
who is gonna stop me from smoking?? i really miss you my friend!


i dedicate you this song my dear. 'Already Gone' by Kelly Clarkson!
whenever i hear this song, tears will automatically role down
from my eyes. this song is so meaningful, too meaningful i mean!
is like you're dedicating or singing this song to me whenever i'm
down. i know you're still here with me. i can feel you!!!


before this i hang out with you almost everyday. at least 4 times
a week. i'm sorry how i treated you last time. i ignored you at
some time. but i know you treat me as your sister and you'll
be there for me whenever i needed you. i'll always love you!


this is the only picture of you i had. us. singing K in red box.
knowing you for almost 5 years really made my heart melt
after thinking all the memories we had. all the things we've
been through! for you, i promise i'll take care of myself
and stay strong!!


REST IN PEACE MY DEAR FRIEND!


loving you TAN HAN YIN!

everything suck!

the weather


my life


spm month


phone gone


p.s : basically everything in my life now SUCK!

final count down !

~ 11 more hours to the final exam !!


~ good luck people !!


~ all the best !!


~ especially you baby !!


p.s : loving you ♥

counting down to SPM

there's nothing much to count down actually. its only one more

day to SPM. one more fucking day. yup. thats right. are you guys

 really ready for the final examination. close your eyes. think twice.

 every single subject? with confidence? 

but for me. honestly. i dont think so im completely ready yet.  

and my very first subject is. History! still in a hanging around

    mood. whatever it is. i tried my very best. i studied as much as i

 can although its a bit too last minute now. 

but i know my self. i can do it. at least people. all of us tried our best!

 and no matter what. do not give up. come to think of it. after

this examination. we're free. free like a bird. so do well and think

 of trips, girl friends boy friends later. but baby. i will not

stop missing and thinking of you of course!

this might be the last time i'm gonna online. will be back after

 SPM for sure. just wanna wish every SPM candidates a very

good luck! and all the best!

p.s : so gonna do some jackass tomorrow.

p.p.s : rule no.1! shouldn't study the day before SPM.

            it'll make all of us nervous though!

p.p.s : gambateh !!!

happy birthday !

happy 45th birthday mummy !!!


Although you wouldn't know about this post
if i didn't tell you. but i just wanna wish you
happy birthday. have a nice day!


best of luck and best wishes. i'm sorry for all
the wrong things i've done. sorry for making
you worried and mad at me at the time.


but my heart for you and our family will
never change! this, i promise you!


p.s : i love you mummy !

people who i love !!!

i love my self !

of course !

i love my biggest lala !

i love my woman !

i love my lala's !

i love my band !

i love my girls !

i love her !

i love them plus AAR !

last but not least ! i love you !

baby !

The All-American Rejects concert

31.10.2009

went to The All-American Rejects concert. it was held at
Stadium Bukit Jalil car park. so its an open area and free
standing concert. i didn't mind although the weather is hot
and raining. anything for AAR. my hotties.


went there with whole bunch of friends. saw a lot
of friends there too. we went there with 4 cars.
Tommy lead us the way to the stadium and we line up under
the hot sun for almost an hour plus! thanks to the concert and next
day right away i fell sick. just recover!


during the concert. i lost my shades. shades with the
brand of Police. do you know how much is one shade?
one of my favorite and now its gone.


oh well. but the concert was a Blow Off!! they were awesome.
Tyson my husband just cant stop rocking the stadium down!


p.s : AAR the Bomb!


p.p.s : i want back my shades !!!

happy birthday babe !

03.11.2009

i dedicate this post specially for you my dear.
happy sweet 15th!
you're no longer a small girl now. you've
grown up. but still you always act like small
babies.


no worries. no matter what. nothing can change
my love for you. although it sound abit lesbo
but i really mean it. I'll take good care of you til the day
you able to take care of your self which is i think
after you secondary life!


you'll always be my one and only sister! thanks
for attending the birthday party at TGI. i know
if me, myself were there. it'll make things easier.
and i dont think you will cry. thanks for understanding
though. was sick. promise to make it up to you.


which is celebrate with you other time!


p.s : will always love you!

SPM is near !!

its 22 more days to SPM. i'm dead shit nervous! gosh. studying
like there's no tomorrow nowadays. dont even have the time
to sleep whenever i feel tired.


but of course. i did hang out with my friends. but dating.
once in a while! there's nothing much going in school this
few weeks. so i prefer staying home and do some study
group with friends.


before the final exam. my school is having a prom night
for form 5 and form 6 students. actually school shouldn't
do it that way. they should have it after SPM. but most
of the students will not be around after the exam.
everyone will be flying away! if you guys know what
i'm saying ! :)


p.s : prom night this Friday.


p.p.s : missing him so much!


p.p.p.s : still in a studying mode !

picture prove everything !!!!

hang outs !

jiayi . stephanie

:)

jiayi. james

jiayi . eun

steamboat !!

a day to be remember !!!!

11.10.09 , 5.55am. a day to be remember! this is the day i
got together with my baby. and i'm pretty sure that this guy is
the right guy for me. i'm glad that i'm with him now. after everything
that we've been through !


i finally found back the meaning of love. he's the one who made
me believe in forever again. and i hope that we will last! all i can
say is. i'll really concentrate and focus all my love on him. he
means a lot to me!


whenever i needed some one. he'll be the first one to be there for
me. he's the one who drives me around when i needed transportation.
he'll scarifies his study time just to spend some time with me.
he treats me as if i'm the only woman out there!


i'm dedicating this blog post to you my dear. i'm not making all this
up. everything i said is from the bottom of my heart. and of course
i mean it! baby. i love you! i love the song that played on the radio
when you asked me to be your girl. " i'm yours " !!


yes baby. i'm belong to you now. and you're already a part of
me. baby. i love you more than anything else !!!


p . s : will never stop loving you !!

3.10.2009

HAPPY MOON CAKE FESTIVAL !!


best wishes !!


p.s : make sure when you guys playing lanterns and candles.
dont burn down your house !!

fucked up !

no internet at home.


SPM in a month time.


no mood to study.


daily life like fuck.


broke like shit.


confused.


misses him so much.


need my license.


fucking shits that happening to me.


disasters.


END OF THE WORLD !!

randomness !!

randomness 1 . . .

2 . . .

3 . . .

wee . . .

loving her !

chi kei !

going 7 . . .

last take !

before heading to mid valley !

woke up early in the morning. went for breakfast
with shaun and chi kei. i'm actually stoning at her
house now. waiting for time to pass. going there with
ben and his friends.


alex is having a birthday party tonight at Bangsar.
Richmond's apartment. we're gonna watch movie
and shop there like there's no tomorrow! we're going
to leave here around 1pm. taking public transport
there.


but before that. chi kei and i have nothing to do. so
we took some random pictures. and decided to blog
about today's trip.


part 1 done.


part 2 to be continue . . .

day off !

went pyramid with samir, mior, aze and eun this
afternoon. wanted to watch movie since 1956!
again!! so. we bought the movie ticket and went
arcade.


our movie starts at 5.20pm. and we're all late
for the show. but when we got in. its already
started. well people guess what movie we watched.


thats right !!


FINAL DESTINATION 4 !!!


it was really nice. should have watch 3D if we knew
that movie is gonna be that BOMB-ING !! after
the movie. went for dinner at mamak opposite
sunway pyramid.


then. we went shopping !! with the guys along. first
me, eun and samir was sitting outside while mior
and aze taking their own sweet time shopping! we
was too lazy and too full to walk.


but then aze came out and told me that today is
the last day the shop having sales. so i went in and
tried some dress. samir then bought me a black
dress. i was really happy. suddenly out of no where.
i got a dress. wanted to shop for dress since ages !


but since now i've got it. so yeah !!


p.s : watch final destination 4 people !


p.p.s : studying for tomorrow's trial !


p.p.p.s : final destination 4.5 is coming out !
directed by eun chang and jiayi pang !

2nd trials

having trials tomorrow. so cant really skip school.
as everyone knows. trials is super super important.
but i'm not ready yet. didn't even study much.


i think i'm gonna die soon. seriously!


p.s : wish me luck people !

addicted to pool ~

i'm so addicted to pool people. i love playing pool at
Asia Cafe. every week at least twice. i rather wasting
my money on pool compare to movies.


went AC last thursday. with ming hui, nick and eun.
meor and gang was there too. but they went there
them self. before that. i went summit jamming with
my band members.


and guess what. we passed through the prom audition.
Save Our Lost Souls rocks man! coming out album on
December. end of the year.


after that. ming hui picked eun and i up at summit.
then we headed to pappa rich for dinner. didn't
really eat. everyone was busy using wi-fi with their
phone except for eun ! poor her !


we then went AC and played pool there. first we played
1 on 1. and then 2 on 2. 2 on 2 was the best part
ever. i partner with nick and eun with ming hui.


here's the punishment when the teams lose :


1st round - 10 pumpings
2nd round - 15 pumpings
3rd round - 20 pumpings
4th round - 20 pumpings


so nick and i lose on the 2nd and 3rd round. during
the 3rd round. i cant even concentrate and never
enter even a single ball. due to some one . . .


but. we both won 2 rounds. and that made us a
tie. will continue this match very soon.
get ready eun !!!!!

my favorite game !

1st round

2nd round

3rd round

4th round

the day when everyone skips school !

there's nothing to do in school except for sleeping or skipping
class. teacher don't even give a fuck. and they're not teaching
us at all. so what's the point going to school. wasting time.


at least 2 or 3 days i wont go to school every week. I'd
rather study at home. or even better activity is. sleeping !!
like there's no tomorrow. but i'll make sure that i will
study before going out.


one day. during the afternoon. we went to adri's house. which
is super nearby to my house. they ordered per person
a regular pizza. thats how strong their appetites is.
well. jiihan and i just stone and look at their delicious
food. cause we don't feel like eating !


so people. stop going to school !!


p.s : its kinda true. you can do lots more thing
at home. but remember to study study study !


p.p.s : jiayi's technique !

school's outdoor activities !!!

jiayi . jiihan

after eating what will be the best thing to do?

some one injured and R.I.P bro !!

his house can even turn to a club !

eating like no body's business

school sucks !

school's starting tomorrow. and i'm still in a holiday
mood. shit ! i dont wanna go back to school.
maybe i'll just skip school if i cant wake up in
the morning.


i think i made someone mad at me. whatever i said
to him is too straight forward. he might think different
or misunderstood my words. just hope that he'll
understand how i feel.


i'm not in a mood. guess i'll just go to bed now.
and start dreaming about something happy.
night people. enjoy your class tomorrow !

a night to remember !

benny !!

jiayi . richmond . eunice

ben . richmond


i miss those moments we had that night. we had a lot
of fun. was suppose to club last night. but even though
i went. it wouldn't be as fun as that night. gosh.
miss them so much !!

picture of the day !

jackassing !

meor . acis . me

raise the lame flag !!!

my indon !

jiayi . kok sucker !

meor lala !

my boys !

thief thief !!!

jiayi . acis

muackz !

:)