han yin . shaunsince the day you've gone. [6.12.2009] i cant stop thinking about you.
i'm missing you like crazy. somehow i still cant accept the fact that
you're already gone. i still feel you here with me everyday. every
moment when i needed you, you'll still be there for me!
there's a lot of things that we planned to do. well. i don't think i'll
ever gonna hang out with you, seeing you or sitting your little black
Ferrari saga anymore! but what ever you planned with me, i'm
gonna finish it for you. for example, going MOS this Thursday
and celebrating your birthday party in a club!
i'll keep all my promises. i'll study hard. i still remember the day
before SPM, our conversation in msn. you told me to study hard
and score at least 4A's and above. i told you that i'm scare
and i dont think i can do it. but you gave me strength and courage
to sit for my exam. you said you'll get anything for me if i score
4A's and above!
after knowing the news on Sunday. i didn't really study for my last
paper. which is on the Tuesday, chemistry! i'm sorry but i really
dont have the mood to sit for my paper. before entering the hall,
i was crying, thanks to xing zhu for cheering me up!
ever since you've gone, i'll think of you every single day. and when
i think about you, i will cry no matter what! i know that you wouldn't
want anyone of your friend to cry for you! so im trying very hard
to stay strong now!
but. . . who should i call whenever i need a ride to somewhere? who
am i going to hang out with whenever i'm bored? who am i suppose to
go red box with? how am i going to insult you whenever i feel bored?
who is gonna stop me from smoking?? i really miss you my friend!
i dedicate you this song my dear. 'Already Gone' by Kelly Clarkson!
whenever i hear this song, tears will automatically role down
from my eyes. this song is so meaningful, too meaningful i mean!
is like you're dedicating or singing this song to me whenever i'm
down. i know you're still here with me. i can feel you!!!
before this i hang out with you almost everyday. at least 4 times
a week. i'm sorry how i treated you last time. i ignored you at
some time. but i know you treat me as your sister and you'll
be there for me whenever i needed you. i'll always love you!
this is the only picture of you i had. us. singing K in red box.
knowing you for almost 5 years really made my heart melt
after thinking all the memories we had. all the things we've
been through! for you, i promise i'll take care of myself
and stay strong!!
REST IN PEACE MY DEAR FRIEND!
loving you TAN HAN YIN!
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