i love you but i dont know what to do!

i've broke up almost 1 month.. and i really got over
him.. i'm very happy that i can manage to
forget about him.. somehow.. i just dont feel like
talking to him.. he make me feel very uncomfortable..!


when i hang out with him.. he started to change and
came out with another attitude.. well.. i cant really say
anything about it.. but everything he do.. its up to
him.. as long as he's happy! good enough!


another case.. i've fell in love with another guy.. he's a
very wonderful person that would do anything for me..
just anything.. he's also a nice person to talk and hang
out with.. i kinda like him!


this is the first time.. that i'm officially blogging about
him.. but for now.. i dont really know what to do.. mid
term exam is coming.. [next week] and after exam i'll
be busying with my license!


should i or should i not..! no matter what happens..
he'll be there for me.. anything happen.. he'll be
the first one to inform me..! i am seriously clueless..!
i dont know what to do..


if 'yes'!!! i scare we're a bit too fast.. and its a final year..
and.. i still dont wanna be with anyone yet..! not ready!
if 'no'!!! i scare that i will regret! and i really need to do
something about this already!


i cant keep people waiting for me like that.. he has waited
for me.. long long time ago..! i dont want him to wait for
nothing.. i dont want him to wait for fucks! i want him
to get something.. cause..


i really love him !!!


S.O.S !!!