another match!

i'm out at taipan station 1 to watch the chelsea final match.. With qassiem and my baby.,

using station 1's wifi here.. Waiting for meor and the rest.. Boring shit.. Freaking tired! But i just love to watch the match!

Boring man..

P.s : thursday's mos was fun!
happy birthday sean!

MU vs BARCELONA

i'm actually sitting at a mamak since 1.45am till now.. 2.30am.. The match is suppose to start at 2am..

Using makbul's wifi here.. Freaking bored.. That's why i decided to blog.. Plus outside here is raining.. Astro suck!

I stayed up so late just to watch mu lose.. I'm obviously supporting barcelona.. Mu is gonna kiss floor..

Cant wait for it to start man.. Most of my lala is here.. But some are not.. Sleeping nicely at home.. And my classmates are here too.. Makbul are really crowded!

Anyways.. The match is starting soon.. Chao.. Will get back very soon!

P.s : praying for mu to lose!

exam is finally over!

yeah.. 3 weeks of exam is finally over man! no more stress..
no more books and the best thing is no more ADD MATHS!
its time to die again.. this is only the ending of part 1..


part 2 is coming soon.. super duper intensive cheerleading
practice..! non stop..! during the 2 weeks of holidays..!
cant really enjoy.. going to practice like there's no
tomorrow..! no more trip or going out! shit!!!


MOS..!! should i go..? everyone is asking me to go.. tomorrow
night..! as usual..! most of them that are going is guy.. and
girl is only me and few of my friends.. which are not close at all..!
but if i dont go..! my lala gang will screw me up like shit!


anyways.. im using eunice's computer.. came to her house to
take my pen drive..! she edited some songs for my dance
performance..! got to go.. chi kei is asking me to teach her the
dance moves! wee~


p.s : no one is perfect..! and so do you! im sorry for everything..
no matter what.. i just want you to know that.. we can make
it through together..! i'll always love you baby!~


p.s.s : went to summit for movie this afternoon..! with my lala's..!
NIGHT AT A MUSEUM 2! the bomb man!

family dinner time !

poser sial !

hui !

my beloved grandmother and sister !

im full !

jasmine aloe vera !

hee :)

she's dancing while eating !

counting down for cheer 2009 !

went to cheer practice this morning.. 4 hours of training
as usual.. we did alot of stuff today.. at least we didn't waste
our time doing nothing..! we got our routine already!
we're ready to DIE for CHEER 2009!


we did our dance, jumps, stunts and cheer! everything was
really really tough! we're doing all advance stuff..! especially
stunts.. we're gonna do those stunts that we never did before
in our life..!


but.. we have no choice.. no more time to rest! we're aiming
for top 3 this year..! and its my last year.. i want them
to make it happen.. to those seniors, coaches that trained
us so hard and our teacher advisor!


cheer 2009 is coming in 2 months time..! we have not enough
time.. and we really have to cheer our lungs out man! i
believe that we're gonna get something this year! i put
very high hopes on the team..!! i believe that we can do it!


im back to gym people! gosh.. one word! tiring..!! gonna
go work out.. make my self strong enough to fit in the team..
did alot of stuff there.. every thing we did was freaking tiring..!
but it was really worth it.. no injuries.. no cheerleader.. no champion!


as a cheerleader we need to sacrifice everything.. almost
everything.. time, injuries, studies, money spending
and lots more.. our cheer camp is on 3,4 and 5th of June!
im so excited.. and cheer 2009 is on the 4 and 5th July..!


im so scared! but we must do all this in a team.. we're all in
this together.. and thanks to our vulcanz supporter..!
you guys rock socks!


V-U-L-C-A-N-Z !! GO VULCANZ !!

15.05.2009 [ 155 ]

something special in my life happened yesterday..
something sweet and romantic! it happened on the
15th of may 2009! Friday!


this is the day that changes something in my life..
it will be different and lovely.. i guess! no more
single life for me! i should change my status from
single but not available to not available AT ALL !


i finally have someone to care about me.. someone
that really love me..! he gave me a big surprise that
is too surprising.. i didnt expect all this to happen!


i thought we both have no change to be together!
but miracle happened..! and he lied to me! he said
that he's not ready in all this stuff yet..! and he said that
we have need to be together.. we still can love and care for
each other by not being together!


but somehow he just gave me a super duper surprise..
and its really really sweet..! thanks baby! for him..
im the first girl he couple with.. the first girl who kissed
and hugged him.. first girl who made him waited for
1 year and 3 months.. first girl who hold his hand.. first
girl who treated him so well.. and there's lots more things
that happened first time between me and him!


all the sweet and unforgettable memories.. we promised
each other to solve everything out together.. we'll be loyal
to each other.. and if anything happens.. we'll tell and discuss
with each other.. we'll be honest and never lie to each other!


that's our promise.. and i'm gonna keep all those promises
we made..! i love you and i hope that you'll love me as
if like there's no more other girl for you to love anymore!
i'm done with those relationship that is not serious and
that wont last long!


as long as you dont stop loving me! i'll let you do anything
you want! clubbing, hanging out with other girls.. anything!
just let me know that i'll always be in your heart..! show
me that you love and care for me!


i love you baby !


cheers ! 155 !

picture of the day !

my woman driving !

me and acis ! blur blur !

random ! cute ~

unstress-ing my self!

went hang out today..! had sejarah paper 2 and chemistry
paper 3 today! it was both ok! sejarah came out lots of
essay question.. for all the question that i cant answer..
i just simply make out story.. hope to gain some marks!


well.. for chemistry paper 3.. came out structure question
and experiment report! thank god i studied before the
exam.. it really came out man! the question all was ok..
there's few question that i cant answer but i still have
confident to score for chemistry!


for tomorrow.. i'm having english paper 1 and chemistry
paper 1.. so i dont have to study much.. today was quite
relaxing and i had fun.. i blog about my exams everyday..
its like im writing report to my reader! wth wei! =)


anyways.. i went makbul with hafiz, acis, jiihan, brendan,
sulaiman and some of his friends! brendan and acis
wanted to open my security code.. but they dont know what
is my code.. so i dont know what the hell they did to
my phone..!


when they pass it to me to unlock it.. i press only once..
and my SIM was blocked.. they require for PUK code..
yeah man! and i dont have it.. so ya.. brendan followed
me home.. and i forced him to settle it for me..!


somehow he called maxis and get my phone unlock..!
yeah! thanks to brendan.. he dont want me to angry
at him.. so whatever i ate at makbul.. he paid for me!


acis fetched hafiz to makbul.. brendan and sulaiman
walked there.. as usual! but for me.. special case
larr..! jiihan fetched me to makbul.. she hang out
with us for like 10 minutes and then she chao!


just now was her first time driving out usj2 area man!
and the worse thing is i have to teach her how to
park.. she never park her car in a parking lot before!
but her driving was ok! although that was the first time
i ride with her.. but i was steady and calm..! go jiihan!


hurray to everyone!


wee ~

stress + tension = hell !

i swear is my sister who capture it! [not pretending] :p

help me!

dying! too much of studies!

add maths is killing me man!

oh my god.. add math is freaking hard.. out of 12 question
i think i only manage to answer few question.. and i'm not sure
whether the answer correct or not..! shit man !


i think.. i'm gonna failed..! at least i got 40+ for add maths
during the previous exam.. i dont wanna failed..! sejarah
was ok! not that bad..


i'm glad that i studied few chapter yesterday night.. or
else i think i wont be able to answer all the question..
going out with my friends to study soon..! our own 'lala
study group'!


oh ya..! i have a message for you! bitch! i wont be reading
your blog anymore.. so write what you want! ok?
i dont wanna waste my time anymore..! not free..!!
i prefer doing my own revision than fighting with you!
childish!


dont feel lonely..! i cant fight with you doesn't mean you
cant find other people to fight with..! chaos!


p.s : seriously i'm so damn fucking regret !

we love books !

went to taipan mcdonald's this afternoon.. i'm suppose
to get ready and meet my friends at mcd around 3pm..
but i somehow fall a sleep.. until 4pm.. amirul called me
and wake me up.. or else.. i wont be able to do my add maths!


meor picked me up to mcd.. finding parking its a problem
to us man! just to find a stupid parking.. took us about half
an hour.. we did not found any parking.. so we parked at
the taipan car park! randomness..!!


i did my add maths revision.. having add maths paper 2 and
sejarah paper 1 tomorrow.. i'm so dead.. sejarah is not a
problem.. but add math is..! i'll pray hard and hope for it
to pass!


we studied there around 2 hours.. and we went home at 7pm..
as usual..! and then went out for dinner at mcd again! but
this time with Ken..! saw brendan, farhan and carlos there..
the other bunch of jackasses!


alright! study mode is on.. again! bye for now people..!
and oh ya..! study hard guys ! best wishes!

study group !

sulaiman * amirul lala * meor lala

nice smile !

jia * piz

wow..! damn rajin wei ! :p

shock sendiri with my phone pulak !

bercinta ke belajar ni ?!

eunice rajin studying !

day dreaming with the drinks !

fuck you ! fuck off !

im so regret.. i dont know why would all this things end
up like this..?! and i dont know why i choose you once? why
am i so stupid before? why did i even loved you?


people study or not.. its non of your business.. you want
her.. take take take.. take her away from me.. no matter
what she's still my best friend.. nothing can change
the relationship between me and her..!


oh really???!! did i??? did i ask people pretend to
be my boy friend? im not that cheap.. if i want..
why cant i just get one? im not an actress.. unlike
someone.. attention seeker!


i dont know why.. but i started to hate you already..
before this.. no! honestly.. i hate you! fuck off
please.. go get some friends that's same age with
you or something.. hang out with small kid like
our age for what???


get a life man..! want find a long last relationship..
go find some girl that is almost same age with you..
small kid like us cant give you what you want..


from today onwards.. i'll burn all my memories
between you and me.. that day dont wanna
send me home.. say so larr please.. coward..!
no need because of whoever than force your
self larr..!!! much appreciated..


there's a thing call public transport outside..
silly..!!! lazy to blog about you now..
spoil my mood.. go study also better..!!



BYE FUCKER !


forever!

babi stress !!!

exam is coming in like 9 more hours.. and now.. im
busy studying.. resting now actually.. having BM
paper 2 tomorrow.. have to write long essays..
shit man..!


i am not ready for my exams yet.. i've been studying
sejarah and doing add maths.. hope that i'll get a
better result this time.. or else my mum is gonna screw
me up like there's no tomorrow..!

i have tans of projects waiting for me too.. which is
first.. the add maths project.. can you imagine that
there's even a project for add maths? gosh.. and we
have to hand write.. computerize is not allow!


the second project i have is ICT project.. its
the hardest among all.. its all about programming..
i hate doing programming.. its freaking freaking
hard.. and its for our SPM marks.. dead!! x.x


resuming my studies now.. not gonna sleep early..
will sleep after my study which is impossible for me to
finish it off so fast.. at least few hours.. alright.. for
people that is having exams too..


GOOD LUCK..!!!



jiayi loving you guys!

what a day!

yesterday was mother's day.. didn't really celebrate
with my mum.. went out with friends instead.. i went
taipan in the afternoon and i studied there.. due to
our up coming exam!


and then.. about half an hour later.. gabriel called me
and asked me out to cine leisure for a movie.. me and
eun agreed with him.. but..! i did not expect HIM
to follow us.. but somehow.. he just followed us there..!


first.. he fetch my best friend away from me.. and then
have to see HIM for another 3 hours.. oh well..
what past is past.. i did enjoy my day..! gabriel
intro me his cousin, Edward.. and one of his friend
name Elaine..


we watched a movie called MAKE IT HAPPEN.. its
a dance show.. me, gab and eun jackass-ed inside
the cinema.. we was so loud that all the audience looked
at us everytime we laugh..!


after that.. we went for window shopping til 7pm..
i followed gab home and joined him for dinner.. i met
his grandparents.. they are cute.. super cute.. asked me
tans of question as if i'm gabriel's girl friend!


me and gab hang out at a cafe near by his house
after dinner.. we chilled there about 1 hour plus.. and
then we went AC..! shaun was there too.. another friend
of gabriel..


i went home with HIM and eun around 12.30 mid
night.. he send eun home first.. and then me! when
i about to get out from his car.. i said ALRIGHT, THANKS!
but no reply from HIM.. so i close the door and chao!


WHATEVER !!!


LIKE I CARE !!!


p.s : stop seeking people's attention..!! thank you!

just shut up and get lost !

and for YOU! in case you cant read my title.. i'll repeat
if for you again.. just SHUT UP and GET LOST! you're
spoiling my blogging mood only.. everytime after or
before i blog.. i'll check other people's update.. and
when i saw yours.. i just feel like deleting your blog add!


all i want to say is.. i dont wanna fight..! i dont wanna
be enemy with you.. ya.. we broke up already..
and its almost one month.. just stop being childish..
and move on.. you got your life and friends.. so do i?!


go spend some time with them instead! you wanna
erase our memories you wanna hate me or anything
just do it..! like i said.. do what ever you want..!
what ever that makes you happy..!!


we've been posting things that will hurt both of
us in either facebook or our own blog.. im sure
you feel that same too.. so now.. im asking you
to back off and move on! simple as that..!


you dont bother me.. i wont mess with you..!
i promise.. i just dont wanna have another enemy
ok..?! i rather us not talking than fighting.. that
is for children!


so let us just be friends alright???!!!


p.s : sorry if i did anything that ever hurt you!

during practice !

jiayi . yen lin

co captain . captain [ 2009 ]

jiayi . jiayi

go guys!

the guys while doing single base extention !

happy birthday girl !

the wet jia yan !

flyers !

i.c.u

cheer practice [ 09.05.2009 ]

went for cheer practice this morning..! went late to practice
just now.. no transport! so i reach there around 10am..
and i started straight with stunts.. i love doing stunts..
basing a small girl name jia yan!


she's a good flyer.. she improve and catch up things very
fast.. she can even do twist cradle already.. wee~ my
pro junior..!


today is jia yan's birthday tho.. after cheer practice..
chi kei took a bottle full of water and pour on her..
poor jia yan.. she's fully wet..! soaking wet! but no
choice.. she cant run.. this is seafield's birthday rule!!


other than that.. i did single basing too.. it means that
carrying a human on top of your shoulder..! i manage
to base jia yan up..! did that few times and it was
quite successful.. cause im strong!!!!! :p


we did some dance too.. new dance! coach made a
new dance steps for our up coming cheer competition..
im quite worried about the competition actually..
we're lacking of time and practices already!


but i have a very high confident that we can win
the competition this year.. nothing is impossible..
we must all start training very hard already!
its my final year.. i must push my self so hard
to do everything right!


go vulcanz!


we can do it!


cheer 2009 here we come!

sorry guys! didnt mean to!

i'm so so so sorry to everyone that kena my disease
wei.. i started to spread my sickness to everyone..
first of all.. im sorry hafiz.. hafiz got quite a serious
flu after hanging out with me..


and the second person who kena is.. sulaiman..!
flu too.. due to sticking too near with me past few
days.. and the worse one is my sister and brendan..
brendan had high fever few days ago..


same goes to my sister.. she just got high fever this
morning.. and she cant do much things is cheer
practice just now.. and she terpaksa go class because
i have no transport to send her home.. i walked
home my self as well after cheer practice !


im sorry people.. but its not really my fault.. you guys
are weak! haha.. cheh.. joking joking! get well soon
guys.. start saying bye to jiayi's diseases!


i still cant really eat proper food yet.. my throat is
still pain.. only can eat food that is soft.. like porridge
and mee soup! no spicy and fried food yet..! damn it
man...!!!! i cant live without yummy food..!



p.s : some form 3 guy in my school took pictures of girl's up skirt!
[ retarted ] get a life wei !



p.p.s : i miss you baby !


p.p.p.s : xo's to everyone !

m + e = me me me !

i miss you !

kiss me through the phone !

i miss everyone !

hakim . me . hafiz . jiihan

sexy back !



finally jin jin updated this 2 pictures.. have been waiting
since 1965 again! love this 2 pictures.. and i miss
everyone in leo IU night.. when everyone is wearing
their best dress! :)

happy birthday lala no.2 !

[ 05.05.2009 ]


happy belated sweet 17 lala no.2 ! sorry i wasnt at school..
and did not wish you happy birthday face to face.. i was
still sick.. and i hope that your dream come true.. wish
you good luck in everything.. smile always ! xoxo !

i love you but i dont know what to do!

i've broke up almost 1 month.. and i really got over
him.. i'm very happy that i can manage to
forget about him.. somehow.. i just dont feel like
talking to him.. he make me feel very uncomfortable..!


when i hang out with him.. he started to change and
came out with another attitude.. well.. i cant really say
anything about it.. but everything he do.. its up to
him.. as long as he's happy! good enough!


another case.. i've fell in love with another guy.. he's a
very wonderful person that would do anything for me..
just anything.. he's also a nice person to talk and hang
out with.. i kinda like him!


this is the first time.. that i'm officially blogging about
him.. but for now.. i dont really know what to do.. mid
term exam is coming.. [next week] and after exam i'll
be busying with my license!


should i or should i not..! no matter what happens..
he'll be there for me.. anything happen.. he'll be
the first one to inform me..! i am seriously clueless..!
i dont know what to do..


if 'yes'!!! i scare we're a bit too fast.. and its a final year..
and.. i still dont wanna be with anyone yet..! not ready!
if 'no'!!! i scare that i will regret! and i really need to do
something about this already!


i cant keep people waiting for me like that.. he has waited
for me.. long long time ago..! i dont want him to wait for
nothing.. i dont want him to wait for fucks! i want him
to get something.. cause..


i really love him !!!


S.O.S !!!

i'm o.o.o.k!

hey people.. i'm recovered! finally.. i've been sick for 5 days..
i've quit eating ice for 5 days.. drinking cold water and eating
spicy food for 5 days.. and this 5 days for me is like hell!!!


cant taste any nice food.. 3 rounds of medicine everyday..
porridge and bread, bed and sofa..! that's my life for this
5 days.. doing nothing at home.. sitting, lying down and
start starring at the television!


but finally.. i went back to school this morning.. miss my
school, my jackasses, classmates and of course my lala
gang! cant live without them..! wasn't really feeling well
at first but.. i brought medicine to school just in case!


luckily.. nothing happen to me.. im strong..! cause i really
really wanted to go back to school.. at least better than
staying at home.. killing my self! i prefer studying for now..!


anyways.. sorry to my dear brendan.. he's having a high
fever now.. and i think i'm the one who pass him that
fever! im the only one who share drinks in a same straw
with him after school.. i forgotten that i was sick!


and he's not coming school tomorrow.. oopppss!
sorry bro! and ya..! thanks guys..! for caring and loving
me when i K.O aka Knocked Out!


but dont worry!


i am back !!!

i'm sick!

having a super extreme high fever now after coming
back from club [ MOS ] on thursday .. and my fever
started on that day it self.. friday mid night!


im stuck at home.. i cant really go out.. and my
body is fire burning with the temperature of
39.5 degree! damn it..


resting now.. just taken my medicine.. will blog
about it more.. after i recover! :)


chao! chao! chao! :)