dead! but gone yet?

OMG ! i think i blog is dead, completely dead yet? I'm not

so sure. but died for sure!!! i bet no one is even reading my blog

anymore.

blogging is so last year for me, no offence people. Only for me!

cause firstly, i don't have that much time to keep track what

I've done everyday. Secondly, i seldom go online, compared

to last year. Thirdly, no one is reading my blog anymore.

I'm pretty sure no one does it anymore.

blogging is like friendster to me, dead, childish and gone. well,

i might come back to my blog once in a while, but not always.

the last time i blog was, i can't even recall. erm . . . few months

ago??

well, let us stop complaining and talk about something else

more useful. my life is still good, still in good condition, still

loves to dance. blogging is not bad, when i just saw my own

blog on google, for typing my own name, cause I'm bored.

basically, everything that has the record of my name appears

on the website, like FRIENDSTER, facebook, myspace and

many more.

when i saw my old, abandoned blog, i thought back lots of

lots of memories. the dramas in secondary school, the pains and

tears, and of course the happy moments. good memories

that will always stays in my blog. i will never ever delete this

blog, but appreciate all the things i wrote inside.

i wanna say thanks, for people who reads my blog, even though

i suck in blogging but yeah, love you guys, will visit more often!

to those people who feel offended of what i just said, I'm sorry ok!

i don't mean it, and everything is in my point of view. Me, and myself.

what i think of myself and my blog! thanks. take care. bye!

back from Terrengganu !

came back on Sunday. took 5 hours drive from Subang to Terrengganu.
the trip was fun. driving there mid night 12 reaching there 5 in the morning
was super scary. and i drove most of the time. baby were tired all the time
that's why. sun rise wasn't that nice due to the heavy clouds.


back to normal life now. busy with assignments and shits. going Jason
Derulo's show case tomorrow and world stage on the 31st of July.
it better be good or else its gonna be fucking waste of my money.


and guess what? I've got sun burn. body with bikini marks. will upload
the pictures asap. test coming in another 2 more weeks time. ready
to die due to not studying. yet! or shall i say, not at all !!


having class in 15 more minutes.


toodles :)


p.s : Terrengganu's trip was fun

p.p.s : drank Absolute in Terrengganu and saw horror
movie with bunch of stonner !!

heart ache !!

im so screwed up !

should i travel to Terrenganu tomorrow? honestly i don't really feel like going.
i find it not exciting at all. but my baby really looking forward for tomorrow.
he hopes that we can really make it for this trip.


firstly, I'm not in a holiday mood yet. maybe is because of my studies,
assignments and many more that affect my mood. it wont be fun going
holiday when you know you got to finish up all your works.


and secondly, this trip is pretty last minute so if I'm about to go, how am
i gonna tell my parents? i just feel like staying home spending some time
with my family. since I've haven't been a really good daughter this few
days.


but again, i really don't know what to do because i don't want my baby
to be upset. i want him to be happy since he's so excited about tomorrow.
this trip is organized by his friends. Hassan, and i know him too.
SO . . . to go ?! or not to ?!

my blog is dead . NOT . YET !!

started college 2 months back. life getting busier and busier everyday.
tans of assignments. having test in 1 month time. wasting a lot a lot of cash
since the day i started college. toll, parking ticket and foods.


well, of course i've met a bunch of new friends. Suki, Ahdesya, Alex,
Thivyan, Jackie and many more. these are the close ones. of course
i've met quite a lot of foreign friends too. they are fun and playful,
SUPER PLAYFUL. till now i have no regrets choosing this college.


me and my baby still going strong. eunice and some of my close friends
too. we're all still close and loving. oh, and i joined a team 2 to 3 months
back. a car team. TEAM SUICIDE ! and i took my lucky number
TS-20. the team is like a big family. its all about family, loves. we
travel here and there sometimes and of course we RACE every
weekends. i started to like racing nowadays, it somehow flow in
my blood.


i think that will be all about my new life. will upload some picture
when i'm free. and i hope this time i'll blog more often, better than
nothing at all. epic, last blog = 2 months back. toodles.


P.S : i miss cheerleading ! especially VULCANZ !!


P.P.S : peace forever !


love, jiayi :)

A post i do just for him! :)

holding on tight ♥ forever

happy CNY and happy VALENTINE!

well. i think my blog is really dying. i guess no one will ever read
my blog again. but I'm still gonna blog about something. because!!
I'm just too bored to think of anything else to do! guess blogging is
the best choice!


I'm in my hometown now. which is at Seremban. coming back
on Wednesday. starting work on Thursday. poor me!! but
another thing i have to admit is. although here is really really bored.
but still. i have 3 super cute young cousins!! :)


not seeing my baby for a week. i miss him so much!! one week.
this is like the longest we both had ever separated. but its ok.
somehow i always feel him right beside me. holding me and
accompanying me!


bored bored bored. cant wait till tomorrow morning. I'm gonna
collect angpao from my family!!!!! guess i really have nothing
much to do now. I'll just go to bed then. will upload some
pictures when I'm free! chao! :)


p.s : GONG XI FA CAI!


p.p.s : HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

i ♥ u

jiayi . tony

baby i love you so much, our love will never ever fade away.
cant really sleep now baby. missing you like crazy! you're
my one and only, sweetheart. and i know that we will last!


yes baby! we will last! because i HEART u!!! forever and ever!

counting down for christmas!

1 more week till Christmas! mum bought me a cute Christmas
cookie! need to do some shopping for Christmas, new year
and Chinese new year.


just drop by to wish you guys happy EARLY merry Christmas!


Cheers ! :)

i miss you so much TAN HAN YIN !!!

han yin . shaun

since the day you've gone. [6.12.2009] i cant stop thinking about you.
i'm missing you like crazy. somehow i still cant accept the fact that
you're already gone. i still feel you here with me everyday. every
moment when i needed you, you'll still be there for me!


there's a lot of things that we planned to do. well. i don't think i'll
ever gonna hang out with you, seeing you or sitting your little black
Ferrari saga anymore! but what ever you planned with me, i'm
gonna finish it for you. for example, going MOS this Thursday
and celebrating your birthday party in a club!


i'll keep all my promises. i'll study hard. i still remember the day
before SPM, our conversation in msn. you told me to study hard
and score at least 4A's and above. i told you that i'm scare
and i dont think i can do it. but you gave me strength and courage
to sit for my exam. you said you'll get anything for me if i score
4A's and above!


after knowing the news on Sunday. i didn't really study for my last
paper. which is on the Tuesday, chemistry! i'm sorry but i really
dont have the mood to sit for my paper. before entering the hall,
i was crying, thanks to xing zhu for cheering me up!


ever since you've gone, i'll think of you every single day. and when
i think about you, i will cry no matter what! i know that you wouldn't
want anyone of your friend to cry for you! so im trying very hard
to stay strong now!


but. . . who should i call whenever i need a ride to somewhere? who
am i going to hang out with whenever i'm bored? who am i suppose to
go red box with? how am i going to insult you whenever i feel bored?
who is gonna stop me from smoking?? i really miss you my friend!


i dedicate you this song my dear. 'Already Gone' by Kelly Clarkson!
whenever i hear this song, tears will automatically role down
from my eyes. this song is so meaningful, too meaningful i mean!
is like you're dedicating or singing this song to me whenever i'm
down. i know you're still here with me. i can feel you!!!


before this i hang out with you almost everyday. at least 4 times
a week. i'm sorry how i treated you last time. i ignored you at
some time. but i know you treat me as your sister and you'll
be there for me whenever i needed you. i'll always love you!


this is the only picture of you i had. us. singing K in red box.
knowing you for almost 5 years really made my heart melt
after thinking all the memories we had. all the things we've
been through! for you, i promise i'll take care of myself
and stay strong!!


REST IN PEACE MY DEAR FRIEND!


loving you TAN HAN YIN!

everything suck!

the weather


my life


spm month


phone gone


p.s : basically everything in my life now SUCK!

final count down !

~ 11 more hours to the final exam !!


~ good luck people !!


~ all the best !!


~ especially you baby !!


p.s : loving you ♥

counting down to SPM

there's nothing much to count down actually. its only one more

day to SPM. one more fucking day. yup. thats right. are you guys

 really ready for the final examination. close your eyes. think twice.

 every single subject? with confidence? 

but for me. honestly. i dont think so im completely ready yet.  

and my very first subject is. History! still in a hanging around

    mood. whatever it is. i tried my very best. i studied as much as i

 can although its a bit too last minute now. 

but i know my self. i can do it. at least people. all of us tried our best!

 and no matter what. do not give up. come to think of it. after

this examination. we're free. free like a bird. so do well and think

 of trips, girl friends boy friends later. but baby. i will not

stop missing and thinking of you of course!

this might be the last time i'm gonna online. will be back after

 SPM for sure. just wanna wish every SPM candidates a very

good luck! and all the best!

p.s : so gonna do some jackass tomorrow.

p.p.s : rule no.1! shouldn't study the day before SPM.

            it'll make all of us nervous though!

p.p.s : gambateh !!!

happy birthday !

happy 45th birthday mummy !!!


Although you wouldn't know about this post
if i didn't tell you. but i just wanna wish you
happy birthday. have a nice day!


best of luck and best wishes. i'm sorry for all
the wrong things i've done. sorry for making
you worried and mad at me at the time.


but my heart for you and our family will
never change! this, i promise you!


p.s : i love you mummy !

people who i love !!!

i love my self !

of course !

i love my biggest lala !

i love my woman !

i love my lala's !

i love my band !

i love my girls !

i love her !

i love them plus AAR !

last but not least ! i love you !

baby !

The All-American Rejects concert

31.10.2009

went to The All-American Rejects concert. it was held at
Stadium Bukit Jalil car park. so its an open area and free
standing concert. i didn't mind although the weather is hot
and raining. anything for AAR. my hotties.


went there with whole bunch of friends. saw a lot
of friends there too. we went there with 4 cars.
Tommy lead us the way to the stadium and we line up under
the hot sun for almost an hour plus! thanks to the concert and next
day right away i fell sick. just recover!


during the concert. i lost my shades. shades with the
brand of Police. do you know how much is one shade?
one of my favorite and now its gone.


oh well. but the concert was a Blow Off!! they were awesome.
Tyson my husband just cant stop rocking the stadium down!


p.s : AAR the Bomb!


p.p.s : i want back my shades !!!

happy birthday babe !

03.11.2009

i dedicate this post specially for you my dear.
happy sweet 15th!
you're no longer a small girl now. you've
grown up. but still you always act like small
babies.


no worries. no matter what. nothing can change
my love for you. although it sound abit lesbo
but i really mean it. I'll take good care of you til the day
you able to take care of your self which is i think
after you secondary life!


you'll always be my one and only sister! thanks
for attending the birthday party at TGI. i know
if me, myself were there. it'll make things easier.
and i dont think you will cry. thanks for understanding
though. was sick. promise to make it up to you.


which is celebrate with you other time!


p.s : will always love you!

SPM is near !!

its 22 more days to SPM. i'm dead shit nervous! gosh. studying
like there's no tomorrow nowadays. dont even have the time
to sleep whenever i feel tired.


but of course. i did hang out with my friends. but dating.
once in a while! there's nothing much going in school this
few weeks. so i prefer staying home and do some study
group with friends.


before the final exam. my school is having a prom night
for form 5 and form 6 students. actually school shouldn't
do it that way. they should have it after SPM. but most
of the students will not be around after the exam.
everyone will be flying away! if you guys know what
i'm saying ! :)


p.s : prom night this Friday.


p.p.s : missing him so much!


p.p.p.s : still in a studying mode !

picture prove everything !!!!

hang outs !

jiayi . stephanie

:)

jiayi. james

jiayi . eun

steamboat !!

a day to be remember !!!!

11.10.09 , 5.55am. a day to be remember! this is the day i
got together with my baby. and i'm pretty sure that this guy is
the right guy for me. i'm glad that i'm with him now. after everything
that we've been through !


i finally found back the meaning of love. he's the one who made
me believe in forever again. and i hope that we will last! all i can
say is. i'll really concentrate and focus all my love on him. he
means a lot to me!


whenever i needed some one. he'll be the first one to be there for
me. he's the one who drives me around when i needed transportation.
he'll scarifies his study time just to spend some time with me.
he treats me as if i'm the only woman out there!


i'm dedicating this blog post to you my dear. i'm not making all this
up. everything i said is from the bottom of my heart. and of course
i mean it! baby. i love you! i love the song that played on the radio
when you asked me to be your girl. " i'm yours " !!


yes baby. i'm belong to you now. and you're already a part of
me. baby. i love you more than anything else !!!


p . s : will never stop loving you !!