wither !

Let it out. let it out. fill the empty space.
So insecure. find the woods and let it out.
Staring down. staring down. nothing comes to mind.
Find the place. turn the water into wine.


But i feel i'm getting no where.
And i'll never see the end.


So i wither and render myself helpless.
I give in and everything is clear.
I break down and let the story guide me.


Turn it on. turn it on. let the feelings flow.
Close your eyes. see the ones you used to know.
Open up. open up. don't struggle to relate.
Lure it out. help the memory escape.


Still this barrenness consumes me.
And i feel like giving up.


So i wither and render myself helpless.
I give in and everything is clear.
I breakdown and let the stories guide me.
I wither and get myself away.


Like reflections on the page.
The world's what you create.


I drown in hesitation. My words come crashing down.
And all my best creations. burn into the ground.
The thought of starting over leaves me paralyzed.
Tear it out again. another one that got away.