Monday, August 31, 2009

school sucks !

school's starting tomorrow. and i'm still in a holiday
mood. shit ! i dont wanna go back to school.
maybe i'll just skip school if i cant wake up in
the morning.


i think i made someone mad at me. whatever i said
to him is too straight forward. he might think different
or misunderstood my words. just hope that he'll
understand how i feel.


i'm not in a mood. guess i'll just go to bed now.
and start dreaming about something happy.
night people. enjoy your class tomorrow !

Sunday, August 30, 2009

a night to remember !

benny !!

jiayi . richmond . eunice

ben . richmond


i miss those moments we had that night. we had a lot
of fun. was suppose to club last night. but even though
i went. it wouldn't be as fun as that night. gosh.
miss them so much !!

picture of the day !

jackassing !

meor . acis . me

raise the lame flag !!!

my indon !

jiayi . kok sucker !

meor lala !

my boys !

thief thief !!!

jiayi . acis

muackz !

:)

merdeka eve !

went pyramid. celebrated merdeka there. went there
around 7pm. anwari picked me up with meor, acis and
syafiq. never hang out with them sine 1956. (1956 is
my favorite line by the way!)


everyone was really hungry. so we went nando's and
had our dinner there. every restaurant was full. crowded
with people. as everyone knows. merdeka eve !! thats
why.


after dinner. we went starbucks and chilled there. while
waiting for the rest to arrive. suppose to club but didn't
make it. our driver has his car curfew. so we went republic
and rain forest.


before mid night. everyone cant stand no more without drinking.
so we went to Asia Cafe and we drank there. illegally.
republic didn't allow underage entering. and that really turned
us off. was suppose to spend our whole night there.


we bought a bottle of liquor. Martin ! and a bottle of coke.
so we drank it at AC. we're not suppose to bring in any
outside drinks or food. but we didn't even bother about it.
it was really fun though. seeing people getting high and
drunk !


i drank few cups but that was all nothing man. half an
hour later. samir's friend brought a bottle of liquor too.
Chivas ! i drank half cup. and i didn't feel anything. but samir,
hafiz, apek and meor were drunk.


all of them are cute when they're drunk. gosh. non stop
singing national songs in the car. jackasses! and i took
care all of them. oh my god. they're so cute. unfortunately.
my phone ran out of battery. didn't manage to snap
down some pictures for evidence. shit !


went star and shisha after AC. just got home actually.
me and HIM had a fight just now. he shouted at me in
front of his and my friends. i was so upset. although
he's stress but he shouldn't shout at me still.


he made up to me at AC. apologized more than 30 times.
just hope that he wont do that to me anymore. i
really did enjoyed my night with whole bunch of
friends. i'm sure the rest of you guys did too !


HAPPY MERDEKA !!!

Saturday, August 29, 2009

liverpool rocks my socks !

torres !

steven gerrard !

MU kiss floor !!! LIVERPOOL victory !!!

MU vs ARSENAL
2-1


that sucks. fucking hate MU. cheaters. how nice if arsenal never enter
their own goal. although i'm a liverpool fan. but i'll support
any team that beats MU. watching this match made me cried. ran
out of voice. and pissed! really really pissed! MU floor kisser !


LIVERPOOL vs BOLTON
3-2


yeah. liverpool won. again. like duhh !! they're the best man. too
bad the stupid tv at AC lag. since the beginning of the match. the
tv lag till the end of the match. wonderful ! but i saw the overall
match. it was awesome. love Torres and Gerrard so much !

Friday, August 28, 2009

shut up !

was suppose to go ac just now. thanks to someone. for
spoiling my mood. made me waited for 2 hours stoning
there. waiting snow to fall from the sky.


then when they finally arrived. shouted at my boy about
me following. not like you're driving me there. asshole!
and must you scold him infront of me. who are
you man?!


and ya. i feel so screwed up now. why? why must he
call me just now? why must all those happens to me
so sudden? have i not stressed enough?


eunice. thanks for posting something really stupid
on my previous post. its so freaking useful
man. i've finally learned my lesson!


p.s : just being sarcastic eun !!! :p
once again, do not leave your com unattended especially when you are logged in to your blog =)

before club !





the memories in just one very best night !

b.f.f !!!

jiayi . eunice

richmond . ben . alex

look at our face after taking alcohol !

:)

ben !

aww. so cute!

love you babe !

my twin !

best night ever !

never club since 1956. finally went to MOS yesterday.
suddenly the mood of club just bump into me and eunice.
a lot of my friend went there too. plus. my super hot
guy. ben!


before going to pyramid. me and eunice went to taipan
pappa rich for dinner with shaujin, meor and gang!
we wanted to have our dinner at sunway pyramid. but
i miss my twin sister so much. so i went and find them
for dinner.


after dinner. anwari send us to pyramid. so we waited to
ben and his friends to arrive. i dont really dare to talk to
ben much. i feel so stressed up when he talks to me. his
english is too good. for a malaysian. with his oversea pure
english slang.


so everytime when he talks to me. i'll just act stupid and
smile at him. do you guys really believe that? no. of course i
talked to him. and all of his friend. they all have those english
slang. they're very very open. too open for me.


so the stories goes... first when me and eunice reached pyramid.
we waited for them to arrive. we met them in fornt of starbucks.
pyramid entrance. when i first saw him. i cant stop staring at him.
and he gave me a great big hug. then we started intro our friends
to each other while we're walking to MOS.


i left my high heels and some cloths in eng ching's car. ben and his
friends are all in guest list. so they can get in anytime for free. they
thought wanna go in and get some drinks inside. but i'm not in my
clubbing suit yet. and the rest of our friends are not there yet.


so we decided to have some drinks opposite pyramid. the shop lots.
i didn't bring much money so i suggested to get a drink at mamak.
but richmond. one of ben's friend said 'lets get sober before entering
the club'. so they just walked in. a pub called MONTI's. eunice and
i kinda stoned for a while. and then they pulled us in.


they then ordered a jug of beer. each of us had a cup of beer.
ben, eunice and i bottoms up for the first cup. and then ben pour
me another cup. so overall i drank extra. among all of them. and
we took some pictures there.


after that i went to the toilet and changed. eng ching then reached
outside MOS so me and eunice leave them there and we got in
to eng ching's car. i changed my flip flop to high heels and then we
went back to the pub to find ben and friends.


when we're there. they started smoking except for ben. while
smoking. we walked to MOS entrance. so we decided to get
in first while waiting for the rest. eunice and i got in by just
snapping our fingers. piece of cake!


well. there goes the best part. ben, richmond and 2 more
his friends opened a bottle of absolute! mix with lime juice.
so me and eunice drank til we drop. bottoms up! free flow!
bottoms up! free flow!! da bomb man!


half an hour later. the rest of our friends arrive. we intro
everyone to everyone again! and by not wasting any
time. we went to the dance floor. i really enjoyed my self
during dancing. alot of things happened.


we entered around 11pm. we spend our time at the dance
floor more that 2 hours. till 1.15am. me, ben, richmond
and eng ching then went to the bar and collect our 3
cups of free drinks. they provide free drinks for ladies.
due to ladies night. every thursday.


ben and richmond then went to the dance floor. while
me and eng ching went back to our bar. i was really
tired so i sat there and chatted with eng ching. 15 minutes
later. eunice told me ben and his friend are going home.


i didnt believe at first. i talked to richmond about the time.
and i told him we have 2 more hours to enjoy. richmond
was like 'yeah man!' and then he went away. but suddenly
ben came to me and told me that they're going home.
all of them had class tomorrow.


we said goodbye to all of them and gave all of them a hug.
few minutes later. ben came back and talked to me.
he whispered at my ear. he said 'erm........' and then he was
like 'erm. nothing!' he then gave me a very last hug and he went
back home.


and then he texted me. i feel very very bad. i did something
really bad to him. i shouldn't have did those things. i
hope he'll forgive me. i then went out to the deck with eunice
and eng ching. to take some break.


what happened last night. really turned me off. i dont have
the mood to enjoy anymore. i sat outside for more than
45 minutes. eunice asked me to go in and do the last
dance with her and our friends.


at first i was kinda stoned at the dance floor. but the music
makes me wanna dance again. the bass and music there is
hard to resist. we party till 3am and we went tanjung
to get some drinks.


half an hour later. we then went home. i really did enjoy
my night. it was the best night ever. or should i say. the
best clubbing memories i had. this might be the last
time i get to hang out with ben and his friends.


i think i wont have the chance to hang out with them
anymore after how i treat ben last night. but i really
looking forward in between me and him. every pictures
we took represent all the fun and joys plus memories
we had last night!

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

the hotties !

johnny depp

justin timberlake

chad michael murray

robert hoffman (step up 2)!!

step up!!

david archuletta

kris allen

all american rejects

boys like girls

danial wu

wither !

Let it out. let it out. fill the empty space.
So insecure. find the woods and let it out.
Staring down. staring down. nothing comes to mind.
Find the place. turn the water into wine.


But i feel i'm getting no where.
And i'll never see the end.


So i wither and render myself helpless.
I give in and everything is clear.
I break down and let the story guide me.


Turn it on. turn it on. let the feelings flow.
Close your eyes. see the ones you used to know.
Open up. open up. don't struggle to relate.
Lure it out. help the memory escape.


Still this barrenness consumes me.
And i feel like giving up.


So i wither and render myself helpless.
I give in and everything is clear.
I breakdown and let the stories guide me.
I wither and get myself away.


Like reflections on the page.
The world's what you create.


I drown in hesitation. My words come crashing down.
And all my best creations. burn into the ground.
The thought of starting over leaves me paralyzed.
Tear it out again. another one that got away.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

jiayi ♥ biimboo

cute !

i love this one !


i dedicate this blog post to you. baby !


baby. although i know you since february. but the days
i started to get close to you. started to know you. is just
one month time. but. i realize that there's a change in you
after the 'gang bang' all your friends did to you.


people told me. last time you're different. really different.
but now. i see improvement in you. you'd do anything to
make me smile. prove to me how much you love me.
and how much i mean to you. compare to you ex-es.


at first. i didn't think any further relationship in between
us. or wont be that fast. but after all the things you've done.
thank you. i really appreciate. especially on my birthday.
u made me so happy that my heart cant even stand it anymore.
i was touched and i know that i'm already in love with you.


and that's how and when we started. [20.08.2009] 11.57pm!
i'll never forget this day and date. i hope that you're treat me
as if like i'm the last girl on earth. and you. will be my one
and only biimboo ! love you baby !

my dear little sister !

Carmen Pang


hey girl. get well soon. i just only know that you're
sick. the virus nowadays are getting worse. and i
hope. actually i'm sure that you'll be ok. or else.
no one is gonna play with me when you're sick.


be tough. our whole family supporting, loving and
caring you. i hope that i'm not talking to my self.
and i hope my wish here will really come true. dont
make me worried. stay strong.


love you so much girl !!

me . myself . i

mua !

pinkie !

where are you when i feel like kissing??!!

:) :) :)

rock star !

hanging out and classmates !

red box !

rocking the house down !

the guitarist !

jamming for prom night !


me . jiihan . aqilah

muackz ~

my buddies !

frens for life !

:)

wee !