this is your captain speaking!
:)Wednesday, April 29, 2009
performance video!
hey people.. The Fantastic Jeng's performance video
is finally uploaded in youtube.. and ya.. the video
quality is not that good.. its not smooth and a bit
laggie! sorry for the inconvenient!
i upload it just to let some of my friends see..
they've been rushing me to upload since Monday!
and here you go people..!
link !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9cmHCNGrk4
is finally uploaded in youtube.. and ya.. the video
quality is not that good.. its not smooth and a bit
laggie! sorry for the inconvenient!
i upload it just to let some of my friends see..
they've been rushing me to upload since Monday!
and here you go people..!
link !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9cmHCNGrk4
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
tell me why?!
alot of things happened in school this few days.. but something
bad happen today.. something is wrong between my both
best friends.. pity them!
they somehow fight yesterday.. and today.. they no more talking
to each other.. because of misunderstanding.. for the girl
side.. she's quite 'small gas' you see.. she get angry easily
everytime..
and for the guy side.. he shouldn't ignore her like that..
they should both settle together.. i really dont want
them to be like that.. they're processing quite well actually.. and
now not talking to each other at all..!
i feel damn bad for them.. they both are my friends..
i hope that there will be happy ending between the
both of them!
well.. for me.. things going quite well in my single life..
but then.. honestly i miss aaron.. is not really that
easy to get over a guy that i once loved deeply.. but
all i can do is hope for the best for him! wish him luck!
im saving all our happiness in my memory.. and it
will never fade away.. i hope that you enjoy your
life.. and live your life to the max!
i'm trying my very best to forget about you.. i cant
hold my self back anymore.. i wanna move on!
and i guess that you can do so too! starting from
today.. i will enjoy my life kao kao and not thinking
about you anymore! take care!
chao!
bad happen today.. something is wrong between my both
best friends.. pity them!
they somehow fight yesterday.. and today.. they no more talking
to each other.. because of misunderstanding.. for the girl
side.. she's quite 'small gas' you see.. she get angry easily
everytime..
and for the guy side.. he shouldn't ignore her like that..
they should both settle together.. i really dont want
them to be like that.. they're processing quite well actually.. and
now not talking to each other at all..!
i feel damn bad for them.. they both are my friends..
i hope that there will be happy ending between the
both of them!
well.. for me.. things going quite well in my single life..
but then.. honestly i miss aaron.. is not really that
easy to get over a guy that i once loved deeply.. but
all i can do is hope for the best for him! wish him luck!
im saving all our happiness in my memory.. and it
will never fade away.. i hope that you enjoy your
life.. and live your life to the max!
i'm trying my very best to forget about you.. i cant
hold my self back anymore.. i wanna move on!
and i guess that you can do so too! starting from
today.. i will enjoy my life kao kao and not thinking
about you anymore! take care!
chao!
Monday, April 27, 2009
SMK usj13 scout's night!
we performed for SMK usj13's scout night yesterday..
and we did quite a well performance.. we, THE FANTASTIC
JENG'S.. are not longer performing.. anymore..!
yesterday was the last performance for us.. due to shondong
and aaron.. they dont really have time for performances
anymore.. so left me and dai zhai.. i need to find a new crew!
and yeah.. we enjoyed ourself during the performance..
we did a great great job.. we went on stage and we
enjoyed the music and we did our fantastic moves!
shondong had some problem at home.. so we was really
late for the performance.. and we didnt know that we
are the second performers to perform! so.. we went up
stage without practicing the whole routine together..
but there's no mistake in our routine.. at all! and compare
to the last performance.. we really improved a lot..
im proud of you guys!
well done !
and also thanks to my lala's.. they came and support us
yesterday.. they dont mind paying the ticket just to
come support us..! and they're meor, amirul and hafiz!
once again thanks.. will upload the video on youtube
soon.. stay tuned guys!
and we did quite a well performance.. we, THE FANTASTIC
JENG'S.. are not longer performing.. anymore..!
yesterday was the last performance for us.. due to shondong
and aaron.. they dont really have time for performances
anymore.. so left me and dai zhai.. i need to find a new crew!
and yeah.. we enjoyed ourself during the performance..
we did a great great job.. we went on stage and we
enjoyed the music and we did our fantastic moves!
shondong had some problem at home.. so we was really
late for the performance.. and we didnt know that we
are the second performers to perform! so.. we went up
stage without practicing the whole routine together..
but there's no mistake in our routine.. at all! and compare
to the last performance.. we really improved a lot..
im proud of you guys!
well done !
and also thanks to my lala's.. they came and support us
yesterday.. they dont mind paying the ticket just to
come support us..! and they're meor, amirul and hafiz!
once again thanks.. will upload the video on youtube
soon.. stay tuned guys!
love you guys!
eunice * me * acis * hafiz
my shondong!
jiihan my woman!
hakim f**ker * amirul lala
meor lala * anwuari ( my mat rempit )thank you!
single but not available!
yo people.. im back.. again! cant really online much..
dad had been borrowing my laptop due to his office
job! ish ish.. =.=
but its ok.. at least i'm still able to blog.. i miss blogging..
my finger is getting more lazy each and everyday if i
dont blog!
alright.. im gonna stop talking crap.. and start with a
new topic.. and ya.. everyone knows what does the
title means.. probably most of you guys still dont
know about this.. yet!
but im officially single now.. i broke up with aaron
last monday [20.04.2009] ! a day that will always
be in my memories!
i cant really be with him anymore.. somehow i
dont feel comfortable being with him.. i want to be alone
for now.. i want to be with only my friends.. at least
when im alone.. i wont think about anything that affect my feelings..
i know is not a really good reason to break up with
a guy that i love.. but.. i just wanna be alone! for
now.. future.. i dont know! maybe this is not the
right time for us..
he need to concentrate on his work and for me..
my studies of course..! for our both future sake!
i know this might sound stupid for you guys..
and the main point is.. i dont wanna get hurt
anymore.. i've had enough!
anyways.. i've been single for a week.. and honestly..
i enjoying my life.. im glad to have my friends
when i really need them!
thanks to : Meor lala, Amirul lala, Hafiz, Jiihan,
Eunice, shondong, Acis lala, Hakim,
and anwuari.. sorry if i left out your
name! xo's~
dad had been borrowing my laptop due to his office
job! ish ish.. =.=
but its ok.. at least i'm still able to blog.. i miss blogging..
my finger is getting more lazy each and everyday if i
dont blog!
alright.. im gonna stop talking crap.. and start with a
new topic.. and ya.. everyone knows what does the
title means.. probably most of you guys still dont
know about this.. yet!
but im officially single now.. i broke up with aaron
last monday [20.04.2009] ! a day that will always
be in my memories!
i cant really be with him anymore.. somehow i
dont feel comfortable being with him.. i want to be alone
for now.. i want to be with only my friends.. at least
when im alone.. i wont think about anything that affect my feelings..
i know is not a really good reason to break up with
a guy that i love.. but.. i just wanna be alone! for
now.. future.. i dont know! maybe this is not the
right time for us..
he need to concentrate on his work and for me..
my studies of course..! for our both future sake!
i know this might sound stupid for you guys..
and the main point is.. i dont wanna get hurt
anymore.. i've had enough!
anyways.. i've been single for a week.. and honestly..
i enjoying my life.. im glad to have my friends
when i really need them!
thanks to : Meor lala, Amirul lala, Hafiz, Jiihan,
Eunice, shondong, Acis lala, Hakim,
and anwuari.. sorry if i left out your
name! xo's~
Monday, April 20, 2009
back again!
sorry to my dear readers.. its been a while that I've not
update my blog.. sorry! busy practicing cheerleading..
for our sports day performance..!
I've became darker and darker! shit man! when i take
off my shoe everyday.. i see my original skin colour..
and when i put on my shoe.. i can only see my chocolate
dark brown legs and hands..! =(
finally.. our sports day is over..! all the hard works is
really really worth it..! it was a great performance..
go check it out.. its in Youtube people!
here's the link.....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uYrJE9BalKc
nothing much to blog about! i wanna do more sports..
have been swimming with eun, hafiz, meor, acis and ken
this few days.. due to the daily super hot weather..
planning to play badminton next.. or maybe basketball..
i wanna exercise! i miss dancing too!!!!
will update soon!
update my blog.. sorry! busy practicing cheerleading..
for our sports day performance..!
I've became darker and darker! shit man! when i take
off my shoe everyday.. i see my original skin colour..
and when i put on my shoe.. i can only see my chocolate
dark brown legs and hands..! =(
finally.. our sports day is over..! all the hard works is
really really worth it..! it was a great performance..
go check it out.. its in Youtube people!
here's the link.....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uYrJE9BalKc
nothing much to blog about! i wanna do more sports..
have been swimming with eun, hafiz, meor, acis and ken
this few days.. due to the daily super hot weather..
planning to play badminton next.. or maybe basketball..
i wanna exercise! i miss dancing too!!!!
will update soon!
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
SMK Seafield IU night [12.04.2009]
me and my pink dress!
:))))))
candid!
us!
baby!
jackasses!
jiihan!
the twin!
shondong!
me and him!
tallie and shortie!
kelvin!
grand ball room
picai!
biiancaa!!!
=p
shon * me * my woman!
faris the cute one!
'kok' sucker!
=)
hafiz and mua!
me * cutie * jiihan
hakim * qassiem
lala * mat rempit
acis acis~Friday, April 10, 2009
once a cheerleader always a cheerleader!
hey.. i'm finally blogging something about you!
dont think that just because you're a leader..
you can show off your stupid attitude infront of
your member..! including me!!!
i heard what you fucking said just now alright..
right after i shouted at the members.. and you
whisper to yourself.. saying that.. "what for
you shout"!
im already not in a good mood today.. after what
happen during school time.. and yet you pissed me
off.! as a co-leader.. only you can shout at your member..
so neither to me! i still can lead them..
and when i ask you whats your problem.. you said that
you didn't say anything.. well.. how would you know that
I'm angry because of that then?
last week.. everyone of us.. and im telling this honestly..
no one in the team like your attitude.. shouting
at people ALWAYS cant make anything better.. but yet..
worse! everyone started to talk bad stuff at the back of
you.. didn't you realize?
gosh..! not trying to backstab you but.. just control
your attitude right? as a friend.. i really want you
to change.. you must understand that not only me
dislike your attitude..
just stop making people leaving our team alright?
no matter what.. we're still a team!!!!!
from the bottom of my heart!!!!!
dear chi kei!
dont think that just because you're a leader..
you can show off your stupid attitude infront of
your member..! including me!!!
i heard what you fucking said just now alright..
right after i shouted at the members.. and you
whisper to yourself.. saying that.. "what for
you shout"!
im already not in a good mood today.. after what
happen during school time.. and yet you pissed me
off.! as a co-leader.. only you can shout at your member..
so neither to me! i still can lead them..
and when i ask you whats your problem.. you said that
you didn't say anything.. well.. how would you know that
I'm angry because of that then?
last week.. everyone of us.. and im telling this honestly..
no one in the team like your attitude.. shouting
at people ALWAYS cant make anything better.. but yet..
worse! everyone started to talk bad stuff at the back of
you.. didn't you realize?
gosh..! not trying to backstab you but.. just control
your attitude right? as a friend.. i really want you
to change.. you must understand that not only me
dislike your attitude..
just stop making people leaving our team alright?
no matter what.. we're still a team!!!!!
from the bottom of my heart!!!!!
dear chi kei!
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
heart broken!
its me and my baby's 3rd month anniversary today.. but
things went different and we did not celebrate it happily
but.. sadness!
he broke my hearts today twice.. once when i was at home..
he got stress because of work.. and then he just released all
his anger at me.. he shouted at me.. hung up on the phone
with me..!
and the 2nd time is because he was tired after work.. and he's
quite pissed at something that time.. so i terkena AGAIN!
just kena shoot for no reason.. he hurts my feelings AGAIN..
i cant really stand it anymore..
taking a break in our relationship! hope things will get better
after few days of calming down and relaxing ourself from
all these shits..! between the both of us!
i cried just now.. honestly.. i dont know what to do now..
i just.. dont wanna get hurt anymore.. i'm afraid that if
i give you another chance like you want it.. it wont be
as happy as last time.. and i might get hurt again!
i believe in this sentence.. 'no one is perfect!' yup.. even
im not good in controlling my anger.. i just wanna rest for
this few days and decide it fast!
every sentences is truly came out from my heart.....
deep inside my heart....
baby.. if i had a chance.. i dont wanna lose you.. i want
you to stay by my side every moment! i'll remember
everything you said to me just now.. everything..! its
really meaningful..
baby.. i want you to take care of yourself when i'm gone..
dont think about anything else.. concentrate in your
work! i'll always love you.. no matter what!
things went different and we did not celebrate it happily
but.. sadness!
he broke my hearts today twice.. once when i was at home..
he got stress because of work.. and then he just released all
his anger at me.. he shouted at me.. hung up on the phone
with me..!
and the 2nd time is because he was tired after work.. and he's
quite pissed at something that time.. so i terkena AGAIN!
just kena shoot for no reason.. he hurts my feelings AGAIN..
i cant really stand it anymore..
taking a break in our relationship! hope things will get better
after few days of calming down and relaxing ourself from
all these shits..! between the both of us!
i cried just now.. honestly.. i dont know what to do now..
i just.. dont wanna get hurt anymore.. i'm afraid that if
i give you another chance like you want it.. it wont be
as happy as last time.. and i might get hurt again!
i believe in this sentence.. 'no one is perfect!' yup.. even
im not good in controlling my anger.. i just wanna rest for
this few days and decide it fast!
every sentences is truly came out from my heart.....
deep inside my heart....
baby.. if i had a chance.. i dont wanna lose you.. i want
you to stay by my side every moment! i'll remember
everything you said to me just now.. everything..! its
really meaningful..
baby.. i want you to take care of yourself when i'm gone..
dont think about anything else.. concentrate in your
work! i'll always love you.. no matter what!
Sunday, April 5, 2009
lifeless are useless!
wei.. for those people who are really lifeless.. im giving
you some gentle advise.. please.. im actually begging you..
i think.. STAY AWAY FROM MY BLOG!!!
are you really that desperate to show off.. telling people
how great you can spy on..! how you seeking my reader's
attention..! foolish! or shall i say it directly..! CHILDISH!
dear readers.. i'm advising you guys not to listen or even
bother to look at the comments that dropped by our beloved
SEAFIELDAN! because.. everything he said is so.... the 5
year old him! grow up man seriously!
if i really did everything he said.. like.. holding people's hand..
cheating on my boy friend.. doing something dirty in my room..
i would rather delete all his comment or even private my blog to
prevent people from reading it..
but the things is.. i didn't.. because..! im not afraid of the bastard!
say what ever you want alright?! please.. leave my blog alone..
i dont wanna cause any trouble with you.. like i said.. i didn't mess
with you.. so please what ever i do.. is non of your business..
STAY THE FUCK OFF MY LIFE!
and you should know that..
MY BLOG = MY LIFE!!!!!
you some gentle advise.. please.. im actually begging you..
i think.. STAY AWAY FROM MY BLOG!!!
are you really that desperate to show off.. telling people
how great you can spy on..! how you seeking my reader's
attention..! foolish! or shall i say it directly..! CHILDISH!
dear readers.. i'm advising you guys not to listen or even
bother to look at the comments that dropped by our beloved
SEAFIELDAN! because.. everything he said is so.... the 5
year old him! grow up man seriously!
if i really did everything he said.. like.. holding people's hand..
cheating on my boy friend.. doing something dirty in my room..
i would rather delete all his comment or even private my blog to
prevent people from reading it..
but the things is.. i didn't.. because..! im not afraid of the bastard!
say what ever you want alright?! please.. leave my blog alone..
i dont wanna cause any trouble with you.. like i said.. i didn't mess
with you.. so please what ever i do.. is non of your business..
STAY THE FUCK OFF MY LIFE!
and you should know that..
MY BLOG = MY LIFE!!!!!
Friday, April 3, 2009
practice practice practice!
having cheer practice tomorrow morning.. gym after that..
im freaking lazy to attend the both activities! feel like
staying home and sleep whole day long!
just came back from Carlos2.. tired tired tired! even though
i slept the whole afternoon just now.. sports day is coming..
18th of April.. performing..! and our up coming dance
performance will be on the 18th of April too.. shit man! gonna screw
everything up!
im sleeping very soon.. i miss my baby very much! never
see him for 2 days.. is like never seen him since 1956!
i miss you baby! work hard ya.. i'll always be there for you!
feel like going to school.. study mode! miss my jackasses..
my classmates and my darlings!
my life would really suck without you guys!
im freaking lazy to attend the both activities! feel like
staying home and sleep whole day long!
just came back from Carlos2.. tired tired tired! even though
i slept the whole afternoon just now.. sports day is coming..
18th of April.. performing..! and our up coming dance
performance will be on the 18th of April too.. shit man! gonna screw
everything up!
im sleeping very soon.. i miss my baby very much! never
see him for 2 days.. is like never seen him since 1956!
i miss you baby! work hard ya.. i'll always be there for you!
feel like going to school.. study mode! miss my jackasses..
my classmates and my darlings!
my life would really suck without you guys!
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
please FUCK OFF!
for those people who are really lifeless and useless! please
get away from my blog.. you guys are not invited.. my blog
is only for people to chat and to understand my feelings..
flaming people's chat box cant really help you in seeking
attention.. a coward like you people.. dare to insult but
dont dare to show face..! loser.. get a life!
why why why must you care about people's blog? i have my
own life that i wrote almost everything down.. and my pictures..
F.Y.I i'm not acting hot.. i just love to take picture.. ya.. i admit
that im not really pretty.. not perfect..! SO WHAT?
non of your business alright?! please find something better to
do.. stop showing off.. acting like some perfect people and trying
judge about other people..! all i can say is.. grow up kids!
if you guys have any problem.. come meet me up face to face..
i would really welcome you people..! then.. you can start judging
about other people!
first of all.. before you guys judge about other people.. please
look your self in a mirror..! are you really that pretty to
judge about other people.. even if you are! stop acting like
a bitch then!
i didn't cause any trouble to you guys.. so you people better stay
away from me.. i dont owe you guys..! we both side live
in peace.. i didn't even insult you.. why must you cari
pasal with me?! i have feelings too alright!
and secondly.. my attitude.. im not a slut, a bitch or a hooker..!
im just a normal girl.. who is already in a relationship..
you cant really care what i do to my friends.. at least i know
how to control my self.. i know my limits! im not dumb!
so what im trying to say is.. stay away from me and my blog..
really appreciate if you really do so!
THANK YOU!
get away from my blog.. you guys are not invited.. my blog
is only for people to chat and to understand my feelings..
flaming people's chat box cant really help you in seeking
attention.. a coward like you people.. dare to insult but
dont dare to show face..! loser.. get a life!
why why why must you care about people's blog? i have my
own life that i wrote almost everything down.. and my pictures..
F.Y.I i'm not acting hot.. i just love to take picture.. ya.. i admit
that im not really pretty.. not perfect..! SO WHAT?
non of your business alright?! please find something better to
do.. stop showing off.. acting like some perfect people and trying
judge about other people..! all i can say is.. grow up kids!
if you guys have any problem.. come meet me up face to face..
i would really welcome you people..! then.. you can start judging
about other people!
first of all.. before you guys judge about other people.. please
look your self in a mirror..! are you really that pretty to
judge about other people.. even if you are! stop acting like
a bitch then!
i didn't cause any trouble to you guys.. so you people better stay
away from me.. i dont owe you guys..! we both side live
in peace.. i didn't even insult you.. why must you cari
pasal with me?! i have feelings too alright!
and secondly.. my attitude.. im not a slut, a bitch or a hooker..!
im just a normal girl.. who is already in a relationship..
you cant really care what i do to my friends.. at least i know
how to control my self.. i know my limits! im not dumb!
so what im trying to say is.. stay away from me and my blog..
really appreciate if you really do so!
THANK YOU!
epic pictures!
cant keep my legs off the car window!
pity my driver!
kicking hafiz's car seat when he's driving like there's no tomorrow!
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