im so screwed up !

should i travel to Terrenganu tomorrow? honestly i don't really feel like going.
i find it not exciting at all. but my baby really looking forward for tomorrow.
he hopes that we can really make it for this trip.


firstly, I'm not in a holiday mood yet. maybe is because of my studies,
assignments and many more that affect my mood. it wont be fun going
holiday when you know you got to finish up all your works.


and secondly, this trip is pretty last minute so if I'm about to go, how am
i gonna tell my parents? i just feel like staying home spending some time
with my family. since I've haven't been a really good daughter this few
days.


but again, i really don't know what to do because i don't want my baby
to be upset. i want him to be happy since he's so excited about tomorrow.
this trip is organized by his friends. Hassan, and i know him too.
SO . . . to go ?! or not to ?!

my blog is dead . NOT . YET !!

started college 2 months back. life getting busier and busier everyday.
tans of assignments. having test in 1 month time. wasting a lot a lot of cash
since the day i started college. toll, parking ticket and foods.


well, of course i've met a bunch of new friends. Suki, Ahdesya, Alex,
Thivyan, Jackie and many more. these are the close ones. of course
i've met quite a lot of foreign friends too. they are fun and playful,
SUPER PLAYFUL. till now i have no regrets choosing this college.


me and my baby still going strong. eunice and some of my close friends
too. we're all still close and loving. oh, and i joined a team 2 to 3 months
back. a car team. TEAM SUICIDE ! and i took my lucky number
TS-20. the team is like a big family. its all about family, loves. we
travel here and there sometimes and of course we RACE every
weekends. i started to like racing nowadays, it somehow flow in
my blood.


i think that will be all about my new life. will upload some picture
when i'm free. and i hope this time i'll blog more often, better than
nothing at all. epic, last blog = 2 months back. toodles.


P.S : i miss cheerleading ! especially VULCANZ !!


P.P.S : peace forever !


love, jiayi :)

A post i do just for him! :)

holding on tight ♥ forever

happy CNY and happy VALENTINE!

well. i think my blog is really dying. i guess no one will ever read
my blog again. but I'm still gonna blog about something. because!!
I'm just too bored to think of anything else to do! guess blogging is
the best choice!


I'm in my hometown now. which is at Seremban. coming back
on Wednesday. starting work on Thursday. poor me!! but
another thing i have to admit is. although here is really really bored.
but still. i have 3 super cute young cousins!! :)


not seeing my baby for a week. i miss him so much!! one week.
this is like the longest we both had ever separated. but its ok.
somehow i always feel him right beside me. holding me and
accompanying me!


bored bored bored. cant wait till tomorrow morning. I'm gonna
collect angpao from my family!!!!! guess i really have nothing
much to do now. I'll just go to bed then. will upload some
pictures when I'm free! chao! :)


p.s : GONG XI FA CAI!


p.p.s : HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

i ♥ u

jiayi . tony

baby i love you so much, our love will never ever fade away.
cant really sleep now baby. missing you like crazy! you're
my one and only, sweetheart. and i know that we will last!


yes baby! we will last! because i HEART u!!! forever and ever!

counting down for christmas!

1 more week till Christmas! mum bought me a cute Christmas
cookie! need to do some shopping for Christmas, new year
and Chinese new year.


just drop by to wish you guys happy EARLY merry Christmas!


Cheers ! :)

i miss you so much TAN HAN YIN !!!

han yin . shaun

since the day you've gone. [6.12.2009] i cant stop thinking about you.
i'm missing you like crazy. somehow i still cant accept the fact that
you're already gone. i still feel you here with me everyday. every
moment when i needed you, you'll still be there for me!


there's a lot of things that we planned to do. well. i don't think i'll
ever gonna hang out with you, seeing you or sitting your little black
Ferrari saga anymore! but what ever you planned with me, i'm
gonna finish it for you. for example, going MOS this Thursday
and celebrating your birthday party in a club!


i'll keep all my promises. i'll study hard. i still remember the day
before SPM, our conversation in msn. you told me to study hard
and score at least 4A's and above. i told you that i'm scare
and i dont think i can do it. but you gave me strength and courage
to sit for my exam. you said you'll get anything for me if i score
4A's and above!


after knowing the news on Sunday. i didn't really study for my last
paper. which is on the Tuesday, chemistry! i'm sorry but i really
dont have the mood to sit for my paper. before entering the hall,
i was crying, thanks to xing zhu for cheering me up!


ever since you've gone, i'll think of you every single day. and when
i think about you, i will cry no matter what! i know that you wouldn't
want anyone of your friend to cry for you! so im trying very hard
to stay strong now!


but. . . who should i call whenever i need a ride to somewhere? who
am i going to hang out with whenever i'm bored? who am i suppose to
go red box with? how am i going to insult you whenever i feel bored?
who is gonna stop me from smoking?? i really miss you my friend!


i dedicate you this song my dear. 'Already Gone' by Kelly Clarkson!
whenever i hear this song, tears will automatically role down
from my eyes. this song is so meaningful, too meaningful i mean!
is like you're dedicating or singing this song to me whenever i'm
down. i know you're still here with me. i can feel you!!!


before this i hang out with you almost everyday. at least 4 times
a week. i'm sorry how i treated you last time. i ignored you at
some time. but i know you treat me as your sister and you'll
be there for me whenever i needed you. i'll always love you!


this is the only picture of you i had. us. singing K in red box.
knowing you for almost 5 years really made my heart melt
after thinking all the memories we had. all the things we've
been through! for you, i promise i'll take care of myself
and stay strong!!


REST IN PEACE MY DEAR FRIEND!


loving you TAN HAN YIN!