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this is your captain speaking!

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performance video!

hey people.. The Fantastic Jeng's performance video
is finally uploaded in youtube.. and ya.. the video
quality is not that good.. its not smooth and a bit
laggie! sorry for the inconvenient!


i upload it just to let some of my friends see..
they've been rushing me to upload since Monday!
and here you go people..!


link !


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9cmHCNGrk4

tell me why?!

alot of things happened in school this few days.. but something
bad happen today.. something is wrong between my both
best friends.. pity them!


they somehow fight yesterday.. and today.. they no more talking
to each other.. because of misunderstanding.. for the girl
side.. she's quite 'small gas' you see.. she get angry easily
everytime..


and for the guy side.. he shouldn't ignore her like that..
they should both settle together.. i really dont want
them to be like that.. they're processing quite well actually.. and
now not talking to each other at all..!


i feel damn bad for them.. they both are my friends..
i hope that there will be happy ending between the
both of them!


well.. for me.. things going quite well in my single life..
but then.. honestly i miss aaron.. is not really that
easy to get over a guy that i once loved deeply.. but
all i can do is hope for the best for him! wish him luck!


im saving all our happiness in my memory.. and it
will never fade away.. i hope that you enjoy your
life.. and live your life to the max!


i'm trying my very best to forget about you.. i cant
hold my self back anymore.. i wanna move on!
and i guess that you can do so too! starting from
today.. i will enjoy my life kao kao and not thinking
about you anymore! take care!


chao!

our last performance!

the fantastic jeng's

gonna miss you guys!

SMK usj13 scout's night!

we performed for SMK usj13's scout night yesterday..
and we did quite a well performance.. we, THE FANTASTIC
JENG'S.. are not longer performing.. anymore..!


yesterday was the last performance for us.. due to shondong
and aaron.. they dont really have time for performances
anymore.. so left me and dai zhai.. i need to find a new crew!


and yeah.. we enjoyed ourself during the performance..
we did a great great job.. we went on stage and we
enjoyed the music and we did our fantastic moves!


shondong had some problem at home.. so we was really
late for the performance.. and we didnt know that we
are the second performers to perform! so.. we went up
stage without practicing the whole routine together..


but there's no mistake in our routine.. at all! and compare
to the last performance.. we really improved a lot..
im proud of you guys!


well done !


and also thanks to my lala's.. they came and support us
yesterday.. they dont mind paying the ticket just to
come support us..! and they're meor, amirul and hafiz!
once again thanks.. will upload the video on youtube
soon.. stay tuned guys!

love you guys!

eunice * me * acis * hafiz

my shondong!

jiihan my woman!

hakim f**ker * amirul lala

meor lala * anwuari ( my mat rempit )



thank you!

single but not available!

yo people.. im back.. again! cant really online much..
dad had been borrowing my laptop due to his office
job! ish ish.. =.=


but its ok.. at least i'm still able to blog.. i miss blogging..
my finger is getting more lazy each and everyday if i
dont blog!


alright.. im gonna stop talking crap.. and start with a
new topic.. and ya.. everyone knows what does the
title means.. probably most of you guys still dont
know about this.. yet!

but im officially single now.. i broke up with aaron
last monday [20.04.2009] ! a day that will always
be in my memories!


i cant really be with him anymore.. somehow i
dont feel comfortable being with him.. i want to be alone
for now.. i want to be with only my friends.. at least
when im alone.. i wont think about anything that affect my feelings..


i know is not a really good reason to break up with
a guy that i love.. but.. i just wanna be alone! for
now.. future.. i dont know! maybe this is not the
right time for us..


he need to concentrate on his work and for me..
my studies of course..! for our both future sake!
i know this might sound stupid for you guys..
and the main point is.. i dont wanna get hurt
anymore.. i've had enough!


anyways.. i've been single for a week.. and honestly..
i enjoying my life.. im glad to have my friends
when i really need them!


thanks to : Meor lala, Amirul lala, Hafiz, Jiihan,
Eunice, shondong, Acis lala, Hakim,
and anwuari.. sorry if i left out your
name! xo's~